Today started all wrong. From the moment I got up, I knew something was going to be off. First of all, I've been waking up about five minutes before Master comes in to feed me and get me to the bathroom, however, I've been up for about half-hour, maybe. Time doesn't really exist for me anymore. No Master yet. Sigh. My stomach is growling like mad. I truly wish it wouldn't because it just means my 'training' is going as planned for Master. I am like Pavlov's dog now. All the things Master has shown me almost always begin the same way or at the same time. I know I will be punished after dinner and my body starts reacting about fifteen minutes after I finish. My skin gets all goosebumpity, like that word, or rather a non-word. That is what happens when you are alone and have nothing to do. St
