My Endless Love

CHAPTER 5:

"If you just know how much i want to have you, since i saw you in the mall" whispering looking at the dark night outside the window.

After Ashton takes his bath. He go out of the bathroom Top less. He saw the bed was empty. Tony was not around, he went down to look if Tony was in the kitchen, or at the living room. He was nowhere to be found. He went up to his bed again and get a t-shirt and look if Tony leaves with his car.

When he was about to open his door again. A voice appears from his back. "Where are you going?" It was Tony, pale face and really cold voice

Ashton turn around and see the look of Tony's tired aura and red eyes.

"What happen" Ashton asked really worried to Tony's aura. Tony just said "Nothing" and went back to bed.

"Where did you go?" Ashton asked again. Tony pointed out his finger to the balcony. It was cold outside because it rains two-hours in the afternoon. He touches Tony's forehead, hes now recovering from his sick. Ashton get a pajama on his drawer and throw it to Tony, he asked Tony to wear it to make himself warm while sleeping and Tomorrow morning he will be good and can go home.

Tony wear the pajama and go back to the right side of the bed, covering his face a pillow, and starts sleeping.

Its already nine in the evening. Ashton turn off the lights and only the brightness of the moon can be seen inside of his room.

10:00PM in the evening going to 11:00PM. Ashton cant sleep, same as Tony.

"Are you still awake" Tony asked. Ashton was just looking in the ceiling. Whispered "yes".

"Can i hug you? Im scared to darkness i have phobia." He said like a baby who always needs someone on his side. Ashton chuckles. "Im serious" Tony added .

Ashton didnt say anything. But, Tony move closer to Ashton and hug him.

"How did you have a phobia in darkness, this was my comfort zone" Ashton said smiling and hold Tony's hand slowly that was twisted on his body.

"When i was a child. We play hide and seek. I hide at the empty room in our house, then i was waiting for someone to open the door and look for me. Long story short, its been 30 minutes i was hiding there then i found out that i was locked. The room was full of darkness, light switch was broke, and the doorknob was broken too. I panicked and all i can remember is i fainted inside of that room." Tony said as his hands was getting tight all over Ashtons body recalling those bad memories of him.

Ashton turn around of him and hug him. They were facing each other and hugging each other. Tony feels comfortable and happy the whole night. Because his first guy crush was sleeping with him. Ashton smiles as he sees Tony's face close to his.

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Its been a week since Ashton take care Tony in his house. Tony and sofia still have each other at the school, he cant move closer to Ashton because Ivan was always around and protecting Ashton from him.

Ashton feels little jelous whenever he sees Tony and Sofia go to school together, went to canteen, and go home together. But, Ivan and Angela making some ways for Ashton to do not see the two always together, when there is no teacher they pull Ashton to make a walk in school, or go to canteen, or in the library where Ashton really wanted to go.

A week had passed and their 1st semester end was approaching them. Ashton, Ivan, and Angela was always at the library or in the house of each other to prepare for their exam.

Ashton's feelings for Tony was start to fade away, he doesnt feel any pain in his heart whenever he sees Tony and Sofia always together, the last time that they talk was in his house when Tony got sick.

Next day. Ashton got to school with a smile on his face. He is still reviewing whenever the peace he got.

"Hello everyone, can i have some of your attention" Sofia stands up before the class starts in five minutes. Everyone look at her and giving the attention that she wanted.

Ashton was reading a textbook and not looking to Sofia, same as Angela and Ivan.

"Tony and i are engage, soo... i want to invite everyone to our house next sunday to have a little party" she was smiling saying this.

Everyone was shocked especially Ashton that was reading from behind. He looked up and saw Sofia showing off her ring with a beauiful stone diamonds around it.

Ashton felt pain in his chest. He starts to rub it to reduce the pain he'd feeling in. Ivan look at him really worried and starts to ask what is happening to him, he just said no and walk out of the class.

Tony was about to follow Ashton walking out the class. When Ivan stopped him. "Just go back with your fiancè bro and leave Ashton alone. You guys didnt have any communication for already a month, and im pretty sure that he doesnt even care about your engagement" Ivan said as his hand was turning into a fist.

Tony just scratch his head and go back to his seat. Leaned his head to his armchair and take his nap eventhough Mr. Ocampo was entering the class.

Sofia was smiling playing Tony's chair. Ashton went back to class with a bottle of water in his left hand, sits on his chair and starts to listen to Mr. Ocampos lecture.

"Where did you go?" Ivan whispers as Ashton takes his seat. "I just bought a bottle of water,kind a thirsty." Ashton said and listen to Mr. Ocampos lesson. His ears was all in Mr. Ocampo when a girl in his row whispers to her friend.

"What do you think happening between Ashton and Tony. Ivan seems so protective to our Ashton" she said as she look at Ashton wearing a confuse look.

Ashton didnt give any attention to the girl and just listening to the lesson.

It was break time when all the three of them went to the cafeteria. Ashton saw his classmate walking, the one who talk about them lately. He eventually remember what that girl says.

"Hmm... Angela what happen before i came back? A while ago? When i go out before Mr. Ocampo arrives" he asked as Angela look at him eating a french fry. Ivan was not around the time that he asked, he was busy buying their foods.

"Oh.. Tony was about to follow you. But my boy Ivan stopped him. Luckily Mr. Ocampo went in the class so they came back to their seats and the fight was cancelled" she said as she continue eating a fry. Ivan came back carrying a meal in his two hands, for him and for Ashton.

"What ya'll guys talking about? Is it... you guys talking how attractive a guy like me?" He said teasingly as Angela makes a annoying face and throw a little fry on Ivan.

"Gross." Angela said. Ashton was just looking at them eating and laughing with his two bestfriends teasing each other, when Tony appears behind of Ivan, his face was serious as he looks at Ashton. Look like he was calling Ashton using his mind and asking if they can talk, but all that Ashton can do was to look away as Sofias hand was holding Tony's hand just like a couple.

After they eat. They went back to their class to take a rest for a while. Ashton stared at Tony leaning his head on his armchair as his handsomeness was showing off.

"You dont have a feelings for him Ashton. You were happy because he already find the person he can married and have a family with." He said on his head.

Ivan was calling his name for almost 5 times but he still cant hear it because he was looking at Tony.

"Ashton, are you with us?" Ivan said as he tap's Ashton shoulder to gets it Attention. Ashton was startled to what Ivan did as he screams "f**k" and cover his mouth.

"Sorry. Im just thinking for something" Ashton excuse to make Ivan not overthink.

Tony wake up's as Sofia seat's by his side. He looks at Ashton talking with his two other friends. He still cant approach Ashton because of Ivan's threatened words.

Many hours had passed. Ashton, Ivan, and Angela decided to the mall as it was early to go home that hour. While they were walking around the Department store.

Ivan spotted Tony doing shopping with Sofia. They were picking clothes for each other. Ivan push Tony around men's wear and ask Ashton to choose a clothes for him. Angela was around the womens wear as it was just facing each other. The left side was Men's clothes, and the right side was Women's clothes (because women was always right).

Tony and his fiancè was on their way to the cashier to pay for the clothes that they were going to buy. Ashton and Ivan was in the cashier that time waiting for their change. He was holding the paper bags and turn around when he bump to a guy. It was Tony, its face was serious trying to make a smile for Ashton, when suddenly Ivan pulled Ashton left hand to go out of the department store.