Travel back to heal

She need me

So, mean not heard, not seen

Shooting again and again

on the same open wound

While i am bleeding, you are showing no emotion.

I am used to that situation, i am still feeling down and hurt by this pain.

I can't even scream.

I just smiled with sad eyes like a psycho.

Just don't let them see it.

So trouble with the struggle, I am losing my mind

I am aware that is the only way to survive,

is to be alone inside the dark bull for protection

I see the light outside. It looks like a beautiful vue

i want the warmth feeling, the caring protection and the inconditionnal love too.

i am dreaming about it

I am willing to accept my destiny to be happy with what i have.

but not only i am not loved;

but they chose to discriminate me, abuse me and traumatize me.

In the past i wanted to understand change thing between us

now i am tired, i gave up

i need that energy for me

I want to be selfish and think about myself.

I wont give up on myself again

I won't leave myself behind.

I won't be mean to myself.

I have to defend it and make it my first priority.

which no one has done before

No one put me first.

At least i want to do it for that little girl.

whose shivering in the cold dark bull

I want to be nice to her because she had a hard time.

Also, because i am sorry for her.

because i know how much she needs someone by her side.