Travel back to heal

Do it now

I cried a lot,

I cried while saying why it is happening to me ?

Now i just want to start a new,

with having a good relationship with myself first

Going easy on me, feed with happiness, sleeping in warmth

giving with pleasure, taking with gratitude and living in peace.

The mold feeling comes from neglecting,

The bad smell comes from your unteddy jar

The current situation comes from karma.

Me throwing back old things because they are good for nothing

Your life is led by your choices.

What's going around come around.

While writing this, i wanted to delete it. I was scared of pointing out my mistakes and shaming my family.

But the anger still increases, so i am doing it for myself.

I want to take it out to move on, like washing up and being clean.

I acknowledge my own suffering and pain, i accept that fact and i have the right to say this is wrong.

I am willing to accept my destiny and be happy with what i have.

Not only, I wasn't loved,

but also discriminated, abused and traumatised.

I need to heal correctly or it will stay with me for life.