Her Man

Reunion

Hello? Yes this is She. Receiving a call from a girl Name Ja'Lia telling me she's my sister and our mom was in the hospital, left me bittersweet. I didn't care about her because is didn't care about me but I think I should at less go see who she was. So I made Buck go with me.

Arriving at the Hospital with Buck and James on my side. Even though she wasn't James mom I wanted him there since it was my only brother who really f****d with me. My other siblings on my daddy side was still bitter and the lil girl was only 14. I still wanted to know the other one's.

Walking to the 7 floor to the ICU unit I look into the glass door. In the room there was Spanish looking lady and two girls who look to be the same complex as me. Knocking on the door as we enter. Everyone eyes got big. Looking into the Ladies eyes my eyes got so cloudy.

Um hi I'm Jania I said as the two girl stand to their feet. Hey the one on the right said, she looked just like me but a lot smaller. I'm Ja'lia she said coming to hug me. I couldn't do nothing but look at her as she embrace me in a hug. And I'm Ja'Mia. She said coming to hug me also. She was a lil darker then me but we was the same size. This is our mom Tamara. Wow I said looking at the lady. She was beautiful she had fair light skin with bed time eyes, full lips and really long black hair. She was a lil on the heavy sized but she looked good with it.

Hi- hi Jania she whisper as tears took over her face. Hi Tamara I said as Buck rub my back. This is My boyfriend Buck and My brother James I said shocking her. Your Brother?? She said looking at James hard. Omg you're James son??she said fixing her self in the bed. Wow she said as he told him yes.

So umm what made you all call me after all this time. How did you get my number? I questioned as she looked at me.

Oh yes Momma have cervical Cancer and she just wanted to know all her kids before something happen. Ja'lia said as she rub our mother's arms. Buck had sat on a chair by the door as I stood in front of him.

We got your number for Mike. He said he work for you all for years. He had no clue that you was Tamara daughter. Mike who? I asked as James looked at them hard and Buck stood back up.

Michael Khaki she said making me damn near weak at my knees. He is my oldest brother she explained as I shook my head. My uncle have been working for us since I been in the game and he was like a father to me and Buck best friend. Even tho he was like 20 years older then us he always went strong for us. Wow I said as tears pour my face. This whole time I didn't have nobody but Buck and his family. Then James. I had a uncle who looked out for me for years and I didn't know I said as Buck hugged me and James rub my back.

Yes I'm sorry JaNia I was on Crack really bad when I had my kids. I use to smoke everyday all day. I only been clean for 3 months and I still get the urge to smoke. I left all my kids not just you. When we came here from Iraq in 1965 it was just me and my Five brothers. They got jobs and hustles and I got passed around by the local drug dealers. I started whoring when I was 13 had my first child at 14 which is your Sister Nikki the system took her the day I had her. 9 months later I had your brother Ben he live in South beach with some rich white family who adopted him. Then I had Mia and Lia which are the twins, she said pointing to them. I had no ideal they where twins,they didn't look like twins. Then you she said looking at me as tears drip from her face. You have one more sister her name is Khaji she is 13 and she's in foster care. I plan on getting her once I get my self together and go thru treat me for this Cancer. I want to have all my kids in my life she explain as I just looked at her. My mind went to my lil sister and I knew she was going through hell so I knew I wanted to get her out of that s**t hole soon. As my mom cry I wanted to hug the woman who left me in this same hospital 23 years ago. Walking to her bed I asked for a hug. She agreed and hug me. The hug seen to bring so much joy to my soul. Kissing her cheeks as I rub her soft skin.

I talked to her for about 3 hours. I showed her pictures of our kids which was her grandkids. And I told her I really wanted her to get help and be in our life's.