What kind of Partner go behind her partners back and make a deal? He yelled in my face as I ignored him and watch some videos of Lyndon play with some bubbles. Truth be told I miss my relationship with Buck. I miss sitting on his lap and laying on his chest. I had got over the Nicole Accident but once he missed our daughters birth I was mad all over again.
You want to play with me Nia? You forgot who turned your ass on to all this Money? Huh. He threatened. Not playing him no mind I continue to play with my phone. Making him angry. f**k you Jania he said walking to the door.
Some reason that made me mad. Jumping from the chair I charge at him. f**k me?? f**k me f**k me??? I yelled going to slapping him. You been said f**k me when you left me to have your child alone, you said f**k me when you let your b***h disrespect me I yelled. You think I want my best friend to be my enemy??? You think I don't miss waking up next to you?? You don't think I didn't want my child's father in the same house as me. Huh I cried looking at him. You are a asshole. How the f**k you come get your child but don't speak to me. Huh??? How do you even sleep at night knowing that you left me to die when all I wanted to do was go with you that night???
So you still holding on to that? He asked. Do you know how much I blame myself for that s**t he yelled walking into my face. Then I f*****g missed my only child birth , I f****d up not you he yelled.
Do what the f**k you want to do Buck I don't want this s**t. You can have all this s**t. I said walking out the room.
Tears escape from my eyes as I drove home I was so upset. Arriving home I got straight in the shower. Wrapping my hair up I showered and went to sleep.
6:34 a.m
Open the door. Is all Buck said as I answer his call. I was up on IG because I went to bed extra early and I guess he saw me post a picture of Lyndon that I had took Of her yesterday before I dropped her off to his momma.
Pretty Girl Lyndon. I was surprise he was still following me on IG.
Opening the door with some boy shorts on and a tank top I walk back to the sofa that I was relaxing on. He came in and locked the door. Going into my kitchen he went through the refrigerator. Not paying him no mine I begin to play with my phone again. Taking my phone out my hand he put it in his pocket and walked out the door. What the f**k???I said looking at him exit the door. Dumb as I yelled at him. I wasn't finna chase him and he knew it. Locking my door I cussed myself for even opening it.
2:30 pm
Leaving T-Mobile I had to get a new number and phone. Calling his momma to let her know I was coming to get my child. Praying he wasn't there.
Pulling up to her big Two store house I fixed my Dress and walked up the side walk I had got extra thick from Lyndon and I was in love with it. Hey Nai Brittany said as she open the door. Rolling my eyes at her I asked her where my daughter was. So you mad at me because I'm cool with Kendra? She asked looking at me. Girl where is my baby I said playing thru my bone straight hair as I looked at her. Looking into the house to see Kendra and Buck laying across the chair as he hold our daughter on his chest. Pushing pass Brittany. I quickly made my way into the living room. Picking my baby up from his chest as I wish I could shoot him in the head. You dumb b***h I said as I walked out the door.
Jealous is a ugly thing Kendra said as I exit the door. Hoe Jealous what the f**k am I jealous of?? b***h I got something for you hoe ,let me drop my baby off hoe, you stay right her I said putting my daughter in her seat. Bah bah bah hoe I'll be right her the b***h said as Brittany held her back. Speeding off I made my way home.
James??? What Nia. Can you keep Lyndon for a hour or two I asked as he is laying cross the bed as my niece is sleep. Um yeah why not,He said. Where you going? He asked. To beat Kendra and Buck ass.
I yelled as I close his room door.