Her Man

Forgiveness

Finally moving into my town house I was so happy. Painting Lyndon room pink and White with Gold letters that spelled her name. It happen been 3 months since the fight with Buck and his Family. And guess what I was pregnant.

Today was Lyndon's first birthday party and Brittany convinced me to do it with Buck. I wasn't to sure about that because him and I didn't talk. Brittany was the mutual party and James will bring her home after her daddy time. But I was gonna enjoy my baby party. So we decided to have it at my house because I didn't care for his momma any more.

Buck didn't see me so he didn't know I was pregnant. Nobody did which was good cause I planned on not telling until I have my baby.

As the party begin he had order her a mini fair. She had pony's, chickens,a merry go round, cotton candy machine, icy machine and a bounce house. I dressed her in a gold tutu with a pink and white shirts with 1 in gold...

Wearing a pink maxi dress that hugged me tightly I had some Gold Dk slides and my hair was in a tight ponytail.

Bringing her outside as her party begin , she was taking small steps. She started walking last week but she was still very wobbly.

Her father had just arrived and he was already with the bullshit.

He hated her tutu. Daddy Princess don't wear no tutu he cooed as Brittany gave her to him. I was at her candy table eating her golden marshmallows when he came to speak to me for the first time. But the only thing he could do was stare at my belly and titties. Looking at him I shook my head and walked off. b***h you pregnant??? Brittany whisper. Duh ho I replied. b***h I knew it. Your crazy ass left your doctors papers in Lyndon's baby bag with a abortion clinic brochure. Looking at her side ways I just shook my head. Why you didn't tell me? She said elbowing me. Because of him I said looking at him eyeing me. Well I'm inform you now. My momma got the papers and she told Buck you killed his baby so if he acts weird then that's why. I didn't though but I was I told her looking into her eyes...

As the party went on people who worked for us that we trust brought their kids. James and Brittany was dating now but he had my three nieces before they even knew each other and they loved their Britt.

Their momma had came with their father with big boxes and gifts for Lyndon she was so spoiled it was crazy. Hey Nanni baby she cooed to my beautiful daughter. Hey Lyndon hey grandpa said as he kissed her cheeks.

James begged me to let our father come meet his granddaughter and me because I never knew him. He was in prison all our life but James knew him because his momma was married to him.

JaNai James said coming up behind me as I ate some candy out of one of the candy bags. I loved my brother he was everything already to me and I only knew him literally for 3 years but he saved me. He protected me. I told him my deepest secrets and he will always be my roommate. I hated staying alone so now I had a brother who could protect me since Buck was a asshole.

Yes James? Turning to face him. Looking to see a man who look just like James standing next to him. Jania this our father. Looking at the man tears pour from my eyes. I always thought I would take it like a G but I was wrong. He embrace me in a hug and kissed my cheeks. I'm sorry baby girl I was never in your life. He cried with me. Your momma and I was only together a lil time before I got send to prison. He explain looking into my eyes. When you were born they made me take a DNA test for you while I was in prison after they told me you was mine I had to sign my rights over because your momma left you at the hospital and I was in jail and didn't have no one to get you. My wife had my 5 kids and she wasn't to happy bout no outside baby. And my parents died when I was 5 so I had no choice. When I got out in 05 you was 12 and I still couldn't touch you. When you left the group home when you 15 they came to our house to see if you had run away to us but you didn't. They gave us a updated picture of you and I put out a search team. He explain. Oh yeah I remember them posters I said looking at the picture he had of me. Couldn't never find you until . James came home really excited one day with a black eye and split lip. When I asked him why he was happy with a f****d up face the nigga told me he find you. But he wouldn't tell me s**t about you. He wouldn't until like three months ago. I use to ask him but he will always say I f****d up and he wasn't finna mess his relationship up with his baby sister for me. And I understood he said looking into my eyes. Shaking my head as tears pour. Smiling at James as he hugged me. I just want to knew you and my grandkids just give me a chances please Nia. Agreeing to him I hugged him it felt good to know who my daddy was.

Kissing Lyndon face she smile as I told her I love her. Can I get a picture with you and Buck? His momma said walking up to me. Ugh okay I said looking at her as Buck walked up to me. So when you was gonna tell me you was pregnant?? he said carrying a heavy Lyndon. Why are you talking to me? I asked. Because you carry my baby that's why. How do you know I'm carry your child??? Because I seen the date you got pregnant and it was the week I was beating that lil p***y up lil girl he whisper now in my face. Rolling my eyes I said whatever and went to walk away only to be pulled by the waist by him. I'm sick of you with the attitude. The kids don't have s**t to do with our person problems he said whispering in my ear as his mom take pictures.