The moment he saw me, his eyes brightened. His voice was filled with suppressed excitement. Like a drowning man finally grabbing onto something that could keep him afloat. Like someone who had wandered through endless darkness and suddenly found a glimmer of light. "Lily, you agreed to see me. I knew it. You still have feelings for me." His voice shook. Even his fingers trembled. He reached out, trying to touch my hand, but I pulled away. "I know you hate me. I was wrong. I shouldn't have drugged you. I shouldn't have used that method to force you to give up..." His words came out rushed and disorganized, like someone repeating a script they had memorized countless times. Every sentence was filled with desperation. He was afraid I would leave the moment I stood up, and this was his

