MERI JINDAGI KI KAHANI

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Maine pichhle chapter mein bataya tha ki sabke Man mein ek Hi prashn tha ki Mera bhi Koi kabhi girlfriend tha ya nahin. yahan Tak Maine pichhle chapter mein bataya tha aage ki kahani suru karte hai.....

Meri Prem kahani bahut purani Hai. Lakin maine bahut hi Kam logon ko bataya hoga. aise to main kisi ko bataya nahin tha bas unchuk se koi Jaan jata toh use pata chal jata. Apni personal chij bahut hi kam logon ko share karta tha mai. lekin ab vah time aa gya hai ki main aap logon Ko sab kuch bata sakun.

Yah ghatna hai use samay ki jab logon Ko Ghar Se nikalna Mana tha yani Lockdown ka samay tha. Is waqt kafi logon ki jaan bhi gaye the. is waqt school college sab band Ho chuka tha to Main bhi apni rishtedar ke Ghar mein tha jab Main rishtedar ke ghar gaya tha. Mujhe laga tha kucch dino baad lockdown khatm ho jayegi main School Chala jaunga Lekin Lockdown khatm nahin Hui aur Main School nahin ja paya. kariban 1 sal Tak lockdown raha hoga. Usi waqt mere rishtedar ke padosi mein mujhe ek ladki pasand aa gaya. vah bahut pyari thi. Uske Komal gal Komal hoot Neeli Aankhen ghunghru Le Bal dekh ke Dil aa Gaya tha us par. Lekin Kya Karen main board darpok type ka aadami tha. Ush waqt mujhe kisi se ishq bhi karne me kar lagat tha. Usse aaj tak najre na mila Paya mai. Lakin Aisa lag raha tha jaise wahi sab kucch h mere liyee. Tab vah bahut sahi ladki Thi vah mere se ek class aage thi. Tab padhaai mein bhi Ho vah aachi thi. Lockdown mein mere school band hone ke vajah se Maine bhi Yun Hi coaching join kiya vah jis coaching mein jaate the Maine bhi usi coaching join kiya aur coaching Jana shuru Kiya. Dheere dheere usse main Bahut pyar karne Laga tha. Jindagi mein pahli bar Kisi ladki Se pyar Hua tha. Isse pehle Maine aaj tak Kisi Se pyar nhi kiya tha. Maine use batane ke liye bahut kuchh Kiya Lekin pata nahin mai use kyu nhi bata pata tha. Mere Ghar ke aamne samne wala Ghar uska tha. Sham mein sabhi padhne baithte chat par. garmiyon ka din tha light lekar upar mein he padhne baithte the. vah bhi Apne chhat per baithti the Apne behan ke sath. Mujhe to usse najre tak milane ki himmat nahin Hota tha. To main usse baat kaise karta. Kitabo me bahana se kisi ko bhejta. Aur kitabe wapas karte samay kucch likh kar wapas karta. Ek din himmat jhutha kar maine apne chhat se dusre ke chhat chhalang mara uske bad vahin se Maine chitti le gaya tha uske chhat mein fek diya. Woh chitti uthai bhi aur padi bhi aur padhne ke bad muskuraye fir chitthi faad De. Mujhe maloom nahin hua ki uske Dil per Jara Sa bhi mere liye Dil khatka bhi ya Na lekin mujhe to maloom tha ki main usse beinteha pyar karne Laga tha.

Uska do Bhai the. Uska Chhota bhai ko sab maloom tha mere bare me. Ab to ladkiyan ko jante Hi Ho ki ladkiyon kabhi bhi khud Se Kisi Ko propose nahin karti. ladkon ko hi karna padta hai lekin Maine ab tak Aisa kuchh nahin kiya tha maine uska bhai se uska number Manga use waqt mere pass phone to nahin tha mere rishtedar ke ghar mein chhote phone tha. usse main he use Karta tha chhote mobile Se Maine usse message kiya hay hello se baat shuru Hui. Phir hal chal pucha. Usne ye bhi puchi number kaha se Mila mera. Maine usse bata diya. Sayad aab tak iska koi boyfriend nhi the. Kyunki Maine usse ek din chat par pucha tha ki tumhara koi bff toh nhi h na. Suru me bhi batayi thi. Lakin baad me bata di thi. Lakin unhone bhi bola tum kyu puch rahe ho. Maine bola aise he. Pehle Mai he idhar se SMS karta tha tab woh reply deti the. Chhat se chuttiya bahut de chuka tha aab. Lakin aab tak usse purpose nhi kiya tha. Uska janm din(🎂 birthday) 25 may ko tha. Aab friends gift kharid kar packing kar rahe the. Maine kuch nhi kharida tha. Mujhe laga tha woh mere ko bulayegi bhi ya nhi pata nhi. Lakin woh mujhe bulane mere dost ko bola tha.

Mere sare dost saam me jaldi gye the sajawat ke liye. Mai jaldi nhi gya tha. Aur akele Jane ka man bhi nhi kar raha tha. Kuch der baad mera dost aaya aur hamko le gaya. Waha bacche adhik the aur bade bhi the. Mere sare dost bhi the. Aur uski bhi saheliyn thi. Mai dheere dheere gya aur cone ke pass Jake khada ho gya. Aur bas usko he dekhta raha. Such me aaj kuch jyada he khubsurat lag rahi thi. Mera najar uske upper se hat he nhi Raha tha. Aisa lag raha tha jaise koi sapna dekh rahe ho. Man kar raha tha jake gale lag jay lakin utni himmat aabhi nhi thi.

Mere sare dost aage the table ke pass mujhe bhi unlogo ne bulaya lakin Mai nhi gya. Aab time bhi ho rahe the. Woh mombati jalai phir cake cut ki. Sabhi taliyan baja rahe the. Mai bhi baja raha tha. Uske baad sabhi aapna aapna 🎁 gift de rahe the. Mai toh kuch gift laya nhi tha. Phir bhi bahut himmat jutakar aapna greeting card nikala aur dheere se aage badha aur table me rakh diya. Aur waha se side hone laga. Woh sabko cake khila Rahi thi. Mai waha se ja raha tha. Tab Tak woh piche se aayi aur hame bhi pakarkar aapne hantho se cake khila de. Mai dar gya tha. Lakin baad me dar shant ho gya. Phir woh chali gyi. Maine kucch nhi bola. Sabhi koi photos click karwa rahe the. Mujhe photo click karwana pasand nhi tha. Mujhe bhi bulaya lakin Mai nhi gya. Uske baad sabko khana khilaya gya. Mai bahut kam khaya. Uske baad hamlog sabhi waha se ghar chale gye.

Kya woh mera greeting card padha tha ?

Uska reply kya milta.....