MERI JINDAGI KI KAHANI

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Maine bataya tha pichhle part mein ki Main uska janmdin mein Gaya janmdin manae Gaye uske bad Ham sabhi Ghar chalen Aaye The.

Ghar aane ke bad raat bhar ek hi soch mein the ki pata nahin vah reply degi bhi ya nahin mere question ka. Raat bhar main yahi sochta Raha ki pata nahin vah han bolegi bhi ya nahin. Charon taraf se bas ek hi awaaz aa raha tha. Dheere dheere aankhon ko nind aane lagi aur aankhen dheere dheere aapne sapno me kho Gaya aur aankhon ke Sath main bhi wahi sapna me kho Gaya. Raat Bhar mein ek bar bhi nind nahin khuli tha. Sidhe subah nind khuli main apna phone check kiya koi message nahin aaya. Mujhe laga tha vah reply degi lekin vah reply nahin Di the. kyon ki Shayad vah humse love nahin karte The. Vah mere sawal ka reply nahi nhi di lekin hamari chat hoti thi par main woh sawal fir se poochha bhi nahin chaha. Hamari bas chat mein he baat karti thi aamne samne aaj tak baat nahin Hui. Aur meri himmat bhi nahin tha aamne samne baat karne ka. Lekin ek baat pata nahin kyon Jindagi mein pahli bar mujhe Koi ladki itna acchi lagi thi use main bhul nahin Pa raha tha dilo dimag mein baith Gai thi pata nahin Main Kya Karta. kuchh samajh mein nahin aa raha tha. Mere dost sab mujhe hamesha bolate rahte hain uska naam likhkar main kuchh nahin bolata tha sab majak karte The. Uski saheliya sabko bhi pata tha ki Main usse Love Karta Hun lekin vah sab bhi hamen kuchh nahin bolate the.

Kahin se ek jhalak bhi mil Jane par sarir ke har aangh khushi se jhum uthta tha.

Mai har roj raat me usse dekhne ke liye chhat par jarur jata tha. Kabhi kabhi chhat par na rehti toh dekh nhi pata.

Isi tarah din bitta gya lakin Mera pyar thoda sa bhi Kam nhi hua, balki in bitte dono me mera pyar aur gehra hota gya.

Hamare beech bas aise he kabhi kabar sms hota raha. Lakin unhone apna pyar ka jikar kabhi nhi kiya. Aur maine bhi nhi Kiya . Dheere dheere lockdown khatm ho gya tha. Aur mai hostel chala gaya tha. Aur hostel se jab bhi aata toh bas uski he ash me aata tha ki kahi meri aankho ko ek jhalak bhi mil jay.

Mujhe usse 7th me he ishq hua tha.

Mai uske aab har janamdin par aata tha. Mujhe bhi ek aash rehta tha ki woh mujhe invite kare. Es baar bhi janmdin par aaya tha. Woh aapne se mujhe invite nhi ki thi. Mere dost ko bulane bheja tha. Lakin Mai nhi gya tha. Raat ke 8 baj gye the Mai chhat par baitha tha. Waha meri mummy, nani , mosi matlab aur bahut aadmi baithe the. Mujhe laga aab tak waha janmdin ki party ho gya hoga.

Ye soch he raha tha tab tak woh aapne do tin saheliya ke sath chhat par aayi aur mera hanth parkar liya aur boli tum ab tak kyu nhi aaye. Mai dar gya tha. Kab aayi thi mujhe pata bhi nhi chala tha. Mai jaldi se niche aaya aur usse bola mai nhi ja raha hu. Tum yaha kyu aayi. Woh jabardasti karne lagi bas ek he baat bol Rahi thi tumko jana hoga he. Aur woh waha se ja bhi nhi rahi thi. Mai majboor ho gya tha. Maine bola thik h mai jaunga lakin pehle hanth choro. Unhone hanth chor diya. Mai room gya dress change Kiya. Jab tak room se bahar nahi nikla tab tak mere room ke bahar he khade rahi. Room se nikalne ke baad sidha uska ghar gya. Taiyariya aachi thi. Samne table aur table par pyare cake 🎂 aur is bar Kam log the. Lakin wahi hasi Khushi tha. Mai gya aur side ke chair me baithe baithe sab dekh raha tha. Mere chair me aur ek mera dost baitha tha.

Aaj woh saree pehni thi. Aur barish hone ke karan thoda mousam bhi thand tha. Woh aaj bahut khubsurat lag rahi thi. Aur bahut jyada khush bhi lag rahi thi. Usse dekh meri aankhon me nami aa gya. Meri Aankhen usse kabhi aapne se dur Jane nhi dena chahte the. Bas tak takaye hue baina jhapki liye usse dekhta he ja raha tha. Kab cake kati kab taliyan baji pata bhi nhi chala. Aisa lag raha tha jaise sapne me chala gya hu. Achanak woh aayi aur hame pakarkar hame cake khilaya. Maine bhi usse khilaya. Uske chehre ki khusi khile phool ki tarah lag rahe the. Jise aagar koi torne ki koshish bhi karta toh sayad mai uski jaan le leta. Aab tak usse puri tarh clear ho chuka tha ki mai usse prem 💕 karta hu. Mera late ho raha mai waha se ghar aane laga tha tab woh boli khana kha lo phir jana. Maine mana kar diya aur Ghar chala aaya. Uske baad....