Chapter Thirty-seven He didn't say anything, making me more frustrated with everything. Was I truly clinging to lost hope? “What would happen if he didn’t feel the same way I did?” Would I be able to recover from this? I shook my head. Why do I keep deceiving myself when I know the truth? Like Annabel said David was with me because he pitied me not because he was in love with me. It was only a matter of time before I realised what the truth was. Lucas and I becoming real feels like a fantasy. I stood up, found my way to the shower and washed my body clean before putting on clean clothes. I need to be at the office. It's been days since I last went there and I needed to be sure everything was going as reported. I arrived and was deeply pleased by what I saw. My workers wer

