I know my relationship with Aaron is fake but it’s hurt. I always thought that maybe just maybe we could trust each other and at least try to be loyal but Aaron clearly proved me wrong. I’ve been thinking about it over and over again and the more I think, the more lost and hopeless I feel. I am still hurt by his words and if anything, I can’t stop thinking about him and Jessi and how I caught them together. It makes me wonder if he wants to be back together with her. ‘Maybe this whole fake relationship thing wasn’t a good idea’ I thought as I rested on my bed writing in my diary. The whole thing started with Aaron wanting to make Jessi jealous and I guess now she wants him back and he’s willing to let go of everything for her. As much as I knew his relationship and mine wasn’t real,

