Allison
I lay on the mat, unable to shake off the thoughts swirling in my head. What are Jayden and I doing? Is it right? Should I end it before things get worse? I felt like everything we were doing was toxic and wrong, and I couldn't understand why I was catching feelings for him.
I tossed and turned, my mind racing with questions. How did Jayden feel about me? Was he just using me? Was I more of a s*x toy than a s*x partner? The thought sent a pang of anxiety through my chest. If he was using me, it would be devastating.
Just as I was starting to get frustrated with my racing thoughts, I heard a soft knock on the door. I sat up quickly, my heart skipping a beat.
"Who is that?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.
Jayden's quiet voice replied, "It's me. I can't sleep, what about
