In Too Deep

Hidden truths & True Desires

Nick's POV- It's been a couple of days since I've spoken to Tara last and honestly I can tell that she is regretting out little weekend fling. I guess it was fun while it lasted. I sat at the dinner table with my Fiance it's been difficult to look her in the eyes but I've forced myself to hid my true emotions from her. I am a total pro at deception but with Tara she always sees right through it, that's what made it all the more interesting experience with her.

I know I love my fiance but sometimes I just crave a little more I think to myself. * snap snap*

I am jolted from my thoughts to hear Becky saying earth to Nick, where'd you go? I was sitting here talking to you about our wedding preperations and you totally zoned out. I'm sorry my love, I just had alot on my mind. She looks at me and asks wanna talk about it ?

A part of me really does but I know if I do my marriage is over before it even begins so I opt not to and I just say, it was alot of drama with the group this weekend and I was just worried about them, but My focus is here with you baby. So what theme did you finally choose? Show me the top three? Becky shows me a few and we decide on our theme and colors now all that is left is the location and date.

I sign internally This is where im supposed to be so I just have to get Tara out of my head,... some how.

TJ & Angel POV:

TJ: I woke up pretty late in the morning, I used the bathroom, washed my face, brushed my teeth and once I finshed I decided I would go check on my kids and Tara, I reached the kids room and seen it was empty, They probably went to Tara's room I thought to myself. I walked down the hall and knocked on the door of the room Tara was using, no answer, I knocked again and opened the foor to see that Tara, her twin, and the kids were gone along with all of their belongings. I was confused to say the least, why wouldnt she wake me? I went back to my room and woke up my sleeping Angel, hmm she stirred, baby Tara and the kids left without saying anything, she sat up and said did you try to call her, why would she just leave without saying anything? she questioned wiping the sleep from her eyes.

I picked up my cell to call her, only to see a message from her on my screen, I opened the message and it read

*Hey, Just a heads up, me and the kids went home, there was way to much going on between Nick,Bishop and myself so I decided it was time to go home. Thanks for letting us stay over and have a fun yet interesting wekend, tell every one I said byee. I was going to say bye to you and Angel but I didnt wanna wake you so I thought a text was sufficient. Call me when you wake up.

All my love Tara.*

I texted her back saying how I understood and that I'll let everyone else know, telling her to kiss my kids for

me and say bye to twin for me & I had assured her when shes ready to talk about it, that I'll be here.

Angel and I have plans today together before we both go back to work tomorow, we had taken a few extra days off and can't afford to take anymore off.

*Angel* I get out of bed and use the bathroom, then get in the shower. Knowing today is going to be an eventful day with me and my Stud on our date day, we dedicate 1 day a week to go a date with each other, we both take turns planning it so we both equally feel special and bonded with one another. I think about the whole Tara situation and how Nick and Bishop are both pining after the same girl, and I find myself disgusted with Nick and concerned about the fact my My woman spending time with and around him, I do not need her picking up any of those bad habbits, ughh.. I mean if he doesn't care he's about to get married and cheats on her constantly from what i've heard and seen like it doesnt mean anything to him. He acts like it is just a normal day with no remource, not a single care in the world and defincatelt not thinking about the consiquences of his actions ... that's a problem . I shake the thought from my head and continue to shower, my woman knows better and loves me way to much to do someting as stupid as what Nick chooses to do, but i will still watch how much time bae spends around him. I finish my shower and head to our room, the moment I close the door and turn around TJ is infront of me; face to face, she kisses me and I giigle, she had startled me a little but

I kinda liked it , I giggle softly knowing what the look in her eyes and the smirk on her face means. She kisses my lips with the most passion and hunger I've ever felt from her, she proceeds to trail kisses down my neck slowly kissing down my chest and around my breasts, licking and kissing each n****e, she slowly kisses down my stomach down to my wet throbbing p***y. She kisses every inch of me, she takes her time with it and I am impatiently dying to feel her ravish my body. She kisses and licks down my folds, igniting a fire in me only she can put out, I gasp loudly as i feel her warm wet tongue make contact with my c**t, she slowly licks around and sucking on my c**t ensuring she is attentive to my s****l and emotional needs, Suddently her tonggue speeds up and thrashes my p***y, I am dripping wet and I feel my body get warm and tight as my orgasm rips through me I scream her name, TJ GOD YES. she doesnt stop cauging my body to shake, I try to push her away but she says no, and grabs my hands, she then sits up and raches for the necktye that is hanging off the bed post. she ties my hands together and pulls them above my head as she proceeds to tie them to the bed post. I stare into her eyes and she kisses me softly, Listen to me, TJ says still making direct eye contact, I am going to f**k you every way past tuesday and turn you all the way out and you are going to love it, oh and NEVER i mean never push my head away again. I stare up at her and smile Yes Zaddy.She grabs the blindfold from the bedside table and puts it on me. I am in total darkness and Completely at her mercy, She has total control in this monent and ther thought and inticipation of whats to come turns me on, I feel something cold, ice, gliding across my theigh, up the left leg and down the right and then sliding acrodd my p***y and down across the folds, I shiver, not from the cold but the excitement building within. TJ I say moaning softly, SHHH she replies with a dark but low chuckle. I feel the bed dip slighly and her position herself on top of me, i feel somthing hard rubbing around my c**t then it vibrates causing me to jump a little and moan out in pleasure it vibrates hard, causing my orgasm to build quickly and I Scream out in pure pleasure as I c*m. Before my orgams ends I feel her lipt my shaking legs to her shoulder and kisses my legs and feet, she positions herself between my legs and thrusts inside of me causing an eruption of pleasure to take over me, she stimulates my breast with one hand as she plows into me with long hard thrusts, I feel the dildo still vibrating heavily as she pulls out before she thrusts back inside of me, she moves her hand from my breast to my neck and grips my throat tight enough to cause pleasure but not hurt me . I am so far gone in my pleasure my eyes roll back in my head and I see stars. my mind is clouded and I moan out but it comes out muffled I am in Sheer bliss wHen she stops and turns me over, she spanks me and I yelp, she positionsvherself behind me and slowly enters me, slowly gliding in and out of me she kisses my back and contunes to pleasure me grsdusally getting faster and faster, I throw it back matching her thrusts and that excites her. TJ , spank me I tell her. *SLAP* she spanks me left cheek then the right as she is still f*****g me from behind. Give it to me Zaddy, you feel so good inside me, She love it when i talk dirt to her and i wasnt to bring out the wild, animalistic side of her because when I do Lord knows she gets exotic. Thats right beat this p***y up , this is your p***y baby. I say and I hear her moan. You like it when I f**k your brains out dont you.. YES, OH YES, I DO, I LOVE WHEN YOU TAKE CONTROL. I reply. GOOD! she says in a husky tone and I know I have finally uncaged the beast. The next two hours we take turns ravaging each others body and before we finally fisnish we makes, the whole feel and aura is different . I love it when she ravishes me but when we make love, it makes me feel like we are totally and completely in sync and the passion I feel for her and from her is something I can not put into words. Once we finish we lay there and looking into each other's eyes. Kissing and cuddling, and talking, this is the intamicy I have craved from past relationships but never found and I found her TJ we have both came from pretty messed up relationships but when we found each other it's like the past completely dissappperared and no one else mattered but HER.