Love From the Hotel Lobby

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Nathan

I try hard to control my masculine impulses in the face of an attractive and provocative woman who seems to embrace the idea of toying with me. What's on her mind? Doesn't she realize that if I put myself on her mind, she has no chance of escape until I do everything I want?

"We are on the line of normality! I'm a woman, right?" and that was the final straw for me.

"And a very beautiful and attractive woman! This is exactly my problem! The temptation is far too great for us to face easily!”

"Let's not exaggerate! It's nice of you to want to compliment me, but if you had, my wedding dress probably wouldn't have looked the way it did, and I wouldn't even be here with you! Thank you for still trying to make me feel better!” I can tell that there was a trace of pain in her voice, maybe of disbelief in my words.

"If possible, can I talk to you in person?" it would help me to be less formal with her. Who knows where this discussion will end up?!

"Definitely yes!" she smiled at me and warmed me more than I was before.

"Ok, I feel a little more relaxed! All I want to tell you now is that I am not exaggerating anything when I say that you are very beautiful and very attractive! I have no interest! I don't know what happened and how you ended up in this situation, but the guy sure is a moron!" just like me that I don't take action when she clearly shows me that she wants the same thing.

It's just that something deep inside me prevents me from taking her like any other woman who throws herself at my feet, wanting to feel me in her!

"Really? Do you really think he's a moron? Do you really think I'm beautiful?" she asked me in a hopeful tone.

"You are so used to your features that you don't realize how beautiful you can be in the eyes of a stranger! Or maybe whoever had you didn't know how to make you aware of your appearance!" I answered her honestly and braver than before.

I watched her face light up. Somehow, a wave of confidence and awareness seems to be growing slightly within her. I would be happy to see her more confident, because she is truly a woman to be desired! What fool could have had it and not cherish it?

She's the kind of girl who even if she's hurt she looks at you and smiles. I like how it looks at the full side of the glass. I hope she has the strength to tell me what she went through and at the same time, I hope I have the strength to control myself around her. This woman manages to make me want her with all my being without doing much. Amazing!

In the next second I found myself unzipping her dress without waiting for another invitation from her. Maybe I'm afraid he won't change his mind?!

Hard! Very hard to remain indifferent to the sight in front of me! With the slow descent of the zipper that seemed to ski casually over her curves, my blood seeped down into my pants causing the last shred of self-control to melt away.