I kept crying, crying until Lucas came and rubbed my back.
I miss my dad.
I loved him, and now, everyone else knows what happened to him. It wasn't because of me.
It was because of mom, she made him go crazy and mad. She wasn't going to be sorry, no matter how I wanted her to.
Tate acted like he loved her, but really didn't, because of all the stuff she did to us.
He didn't want anything to do with her, but made like he did for the sake of Mr. Line, Lucas, and Ajax.
I did too.
I really didn't trust mom, she made our life hell, and just in a few years, she changed like a blink of an eye.
We'll make it work and get through it.
Mr. Line didn't wanna tolerate that, so he took off his ring and took a break from mom.
So, basically they aren't really married anymore.
This is too damn much.
Tate came to me and wrapped his arms around me, hugging me. I hugged back. I love my little brother.
"I can't believe you did all that, for me," He said.
I nodded my head, I felt his tears wetting my clothes as I rubbed his back.
5 HOURS LATER
I grabbed my bag, stuffing the last of my s**t inside.
I hate my life, I hate my life, I hate my life. I thought to myself.
I really do hate my life, why didn't I take the gun from dad's head, why didn't I convince him to not shoot himself, why did I just stand there and watch him go. IN FRONT OF ME.
I absolutely hated myself, whenever I think of dad, those memories came back in a flash.
Ajax and Lucas came inside my room.
"Come on, Bryan and us are going to take you out" Lucas said.
I looked confused but went with them anyways.
I followed them outside, Bryan's car was out there, bouncing up and down from loud bumping music.
What the f**k?
Ajax opened the door for me, I hopped inside, seeing Bryan with a cigarette between his pink lips.
His green eyes looked into my brown eyes.
"What's up?" He said, I waved, smiling weakly at him.
Ajax sat in the front while me and Lucas sat in the back.
Bryan glanced at me through the mirror a few times, I looked back. Gosh he's so fine.
I looked at Lucas, Bryan, then Ajax. Just by the sight of them, made my n*****s go hard.
And I was wearing no bra. s**t.
I zipped up my jacket so they wouldn't see my n*****s poking through my thin shirt.
"You okay?" Lucas, beside me, said.
I looked at him. "Yeah, just a little nervous"
"No need to be nervous" Bryan said, chuckling. I gave my best innocent face.
I stayed quiet the whole ride, not knowing what to do or say.
***
I got out the car, following the boys inside a restaurant.
Bryan paid, we got a table and sat down.
I was fidgeting with my hands, Bryan looked at me, with hunger in his eyes. Like he wanted to eat me.
Ajax and Lucas did the same. I'd f**k them all to be honest, like a orgy.
I slightly bit my lip, trying to hide the facial expression on my face.
"I'm sorry for your loss" Bryan broke the silence, tears tried to form.
"Thanks," I said. "He was a great soul"
The waiter came with our food as we started eating.
I had some spaghetti and when I was slurping some noodles, Bryan, Lucas, and Ajax were all staring at my lips. Ajax bit his lip slightly.
I felt my p***y tingle, their looks makes me want to have them my way. They want me, and I want them.
But I'll be considered as a hoe, who gives a f**k what people say. It's just s*x with 3 boys. No biggie.
***
We left the restaurant, and I was still hungry a little bit.
Bryan drove to his house as we went inside, going inside his giant room.
Bryan started playing some music as we sat there, bored or annoyed. I wanted something to happen, so I just spoke.
"What if we had s*x?" I asked, their heads shot towards me.
"That's not the rules" Bryan said, walking to me.
"I don't give a f**k about the rules" I said.
He gave me a look then looked at Lucas and Ajax, who just agreed with the suggestion.
"You sure you wanna do this? How is it gonna work?" Lucas finally said.
I grinned. "We'll make it work, and yes I wanna do this"
Bryan then smiled and kissed me, I wrapped my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss.
I pushed him away and unzipped my jacket, he, Ajax, and Lucas started to take off their clothes as well.
Once my jacket was fully off my body, I pulled my shirt over my head, revealing my already hard n*****s.
Bryan grabbed my left boob and put it in his mouth, his tongue massaging my n****e.
I moaned, gripping my thighs.
He then picked me up, carried me to his big bed, threw me on it.
Lucas pinned my wrists over my head, while Ajax took my shorts off, along with my underwear.
Bryan started to kiss my neck, sucking my skin, leaving marks. I felt like I was over sea.
They all took off their pants along with their boxers. Damn their all big.
I'm going to die.
I don't think I could handle all of THAT.
I'm am going to be sore after tonight, I know that for sure. Especially having 3 d***s inside of me.
I let Ajax go first, since we already done it.
He started pounding into me, I moaned loudly but tried not to scream.
"Oh my god!" I shouted.
On the corner of my eye, I saw Bryan jerking himself as he watched, that made me moan even louder.
Lucas then came and started kissing my neck, I moaned loudly, I couldn't handle myself. This feels good as hell.
They made me feel like I was an princess, ready to be pleased.
Ajax pulled out, letting Lucas slid inside me as soon as Ajax pulled out, he was kinda the same size as Ajax, but Ajax was a little bigger and Lucas was a little longer.
He started off slow. What the f**k he think this is.
"Lucas," I breathed. "Go fast"
He gave me a worried look, then fasten his pace, going in and out.
"Oh f**k!"
Lucas kept going, he is a little slow and goes at a slower pace, other than Ajax, he would go at a faster pace.
Even though Lucas would go slow, the way his hips just pounding into me was amazing.
He eventually stopped, getting off me, Bryan then came up to me.
I looked at his manhood. Damn he is thick, he's like the size of a bottle.
He slid inside me very slow, probably knowing his big d**k would really hurt my p***y.
"Come on Bryan, show me what you got" I said, he smiled widely. What did I get myself into.
He started to pound in me. Really hard and rough.
It hurt for a little bit, then the pain turned into pleasure.
"f**k, Bryan!" I shouted, closing my eyes to not look at his pleasured face.
I moan really loud, still not trying to scream, it was hard. Really hard.
Bryan then flipped us over, so now I was on top of him.
I moved my hips.
He groaned under his breath, Ajax came behind me and started kissing my neck.
While Lucas began kissing my chest and feeling on my n*****s. I moaned.
I started to scream. "I'm gonna c*m"
"Me too" Bryan said, bucking his hips into me, trying to get in deeper.
My mind went blank as I started to think about the clouds in the sky, they were beautiful and fluffy.
Then suddenly, I released on him. He pulled out so he wouldn't burst inside of me.
He released on my stomach, I collapsed, so did Lucas and Ajax.
I laid there with Bryan on my left side, Ajax on my right side, and Lucas in between my legs.
"That was amazing" I said, still out of breath.
"For real" Ajax nodded his head.
Before anyone said anything else, something popped in my head.
"I wanna see you guys get it on" I said, biting my lip at them.
They all exchanged looks, then got up from the bed. I watched them.
"I swear, we mention this to no one" Ajax warned, looking at all of us. I really wasn't going to listen to him, that would ruin this moment the four of us are having right now.
I just waved him off.
Ajax and Bryan leaned in as their lips touched, they started to kiss.
"Mm" I breathed.
I couldn't get up, so I reached over with my hands and reached inside a drawer.
I grabbed a handful of dollar bills, looking at the boys making out in front of me.
Bryan looked at me. "Oh come on!"
"What? Let's make it fun" I said, Lucas chuckled.
"No, you too Lucas" I laughed, he groaned as he joined Bryan and Ajax.
Then they started, Ajax, Lucas, and Bryan were kissing each other, and I was enjoying it.
I started throwing the money I had in my hand towards them and started to say woohoo.
I heard Bryan chuckle while he was still kissing Ajax and Lucas.
They started to get a little spicy. That shocked me.
"Damn" I said, not realizing that my hand was reaching towards my sore area.
I slightly slid in a finger, wincing from the pain.
My p***y was already sore, fingering myself was going to make it feel worse.
I moaned as quiet as I could, still watching the boys.
Bryan turned to me and came over.
He pulled my finger out from inside me and stuck his fat d**k in again.
I screamed, Ajax then came over and started to rub my p***y with his finger. I'm so wet right now.
Lucas just rubbed his fingers between my n*****s.
When I say I screamed so loud, I screamed so loud that my voice was going away.
Bryan pulled out, Ajax stopped, and Lucas took a final kiss at my breast.
We all collapsed again, my legs were shaking, I'm not gonna walk for a while.
"We should go home" Lucas said, I looked at him crazy.
"First, it's late and second, I can't move so that means I can't walk" I said, Bryan just shook his shoulders. I guess he agrees.
We just laid there in bed after just having the best s*x ever.
***
The next morning, I woke up with two arms wrapped around me.
I opened my eyes and saw Ajax and Lucas on me. Where's Bryan.
I smelled something, pancakes, tasty.
I tried to get up but fell back down.
Damn my legs are really sore. I knew this was going to happen.
I then saw Bryan come inside with four plated in his arms. How is he carrying all of that.
"Wake up, breakfast in bed" Bryan said, Lucas and Ajax got up.
I sat up, shifting to be comfortable.
"Thank you" I said happily, he smirked.
We all started to eat while watching TV.
Now when I get home, worry about Tate and this suicide stuff.