The Man In The Apron
881 Words
Vivienne's POV
I didn't sleep that night.
I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling of my penthouse apartment, the city humming thirty two floors below me, and turned my mother's words over and over in my mind like something I kept hoping would change shape if I examined it long enough.
*He found your company.*
Donald Stone knew about Lumière.
Donald Stone knew about me.
I had built my entire life on the quiet understanding that he didn't exist. Not in any way that mattered. He was a name my mother said once in a kitchen when I was eight years old and then never again. He was the reason behind a warning that became a vow that became the foundation of everything I believed about love and men and the particular danger of beautiful liars with deep pockets.
He was not supposed to be real.
He was not supposed to be looking for me.
I sat up at two in the morning, walked to my floor-to-ceiling window and looked at the city below. All those lights. All those lives. I had fought for mine with everything I had, eighteen hour days and sleepless winters and three failed product launches before the fourth one caught fire and made the world turn to look.
Nobody had handed me anything.
Not a father. Not a safety net. Not a single soft place to fall.
And now the man who had made that necessary thought he could simply locate me like a misplaced asset and walk back into the story he abandoned before it even began.
I pressed my palm flat against the cold glass.
Not a chance.
....
Maya called at eight the next morning while I was on my second coffee.
"You rejected Gabriel Weston last night and you haven't called me." Her voice carried the specific energy of a woman who had been awake since six composing her reaction. "Vivienne. He is worth four billion dollars."
"Good morning to you too, Maya."
"Don't good morning me. Lyla cried in the car on the way home. Ella said you've lost your mind. I defended you and I would like some information to work with."
I smiled despite myself. These women. Twelve years of friendship and they still reacted to my life choices like invested shareholders.
"I haven't lost my mind," I said. "I just know what I want."
"And what you want is apparently not a four billion dollar man with cheekbones like that."
"What I want," I said, setting down my mug, "is someone real."
Maya went quiet for exactly two seconds. Then, "Lunch. Today. The Harlow. Bring your real criteria in writing so we can examine them properly."
....
The Harlow Hotel sat on the corner of Meridian and Fifth like it had been there since before the street was built, all dark wood and warm light and the smell of good food drifting through the lobby before you even reached the restaurant.
It was my favourite place in the city.
Not because of the food, though the food was exceptional. But because of the way it felt. Unhurried. Honest. Like a place that had nothing to prove to anyone.
We took our usual table by the window. Maya ordered immediately. Lyla was still giving me a look that suggested she hadn't fully recovered from last night. Ella was already scrolling through Gabriel Weston's profile picture on her phone and shaking her head slowly.
I opened my menu and tried to focus.
That was when I saw him.
He came through the side door carrying a tray with the careful concentration of someone who took the weight of small things seriously. White shirt. Dark apron. A pen tucked behind his left ear. He couldn't have been more than thirty, with a face that wasn't trying to be anything in particular, not charming, not polished, just present and quietly focused on the task in his hands.
He delivered the tray to the table beside ours without spilling a single thing, straightened up and asked the couple if they needed anything else with a voice that was low and unhurried.
The couple shook their heads.
He nodded once and turned to leave.
That was when he looked up and his eyes met mine for exactly one second before he looked away quickly like someone who had accidentally seen something he wasn't supposed to.
He walked back through the side door.
I looked down at my menu.
Maya was saying something about Gabriel Weston's investment portfolio. Lyla had moved on to examining the bread basket. Ella had put her phone down and was asking the waiter for sparkling water.
A different waiter.
I looked at the side door he had disappeared through.
Something about that one unguarded second stayed with me in a way I could not immediately explain.
He hadn't looked at me the way men usually look at me.
He hadn't looked at me like I was something to acquire.
He had looked at me like I was someone who had startled him.
Like I was the unexpected thing.
And for reasons I couldn't explain to myself let alone to Maya, Lyla and Ella, I found that I very much wanted him to look at me like that again.
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