I showered and dried myself slowly savouring the luxury of my surroundings, knowing that I could have been happy here if things would have worked out differently seven years ago. I shifted , my focus from my dampened mood a little to where the direction of my thoughts were flowing and flicked quickly through my small wardrobe through the few dresses that I had brought with me. I had actually wanted to accompany Blake in the morning but going to his room was totally waste of time and my peace of mind was gone. I looked at myself in the mirror thrusting away the destructive thoughts and forcing myself to concentrate on the task in hand. Finally I selected a simple sleeveless dress which was blue in colour. Then I slipped it over my slim figure. With the addition of a light coating

