Mira hadn’t meant to go exploring. Not really.
She’d just been up too early again, the kind of restlessness that sat in her chest like static. Instead, she made herself a mug of strong, grounding tea, the earthy flavor that made her feel she still had roots somewhere, and took off to wander.
The cabin stretched further than she remembered. It was open in places that felt too intentional, as if designed to make someone feel watched and alone simultaneously. Somewhere down the back hallway, past the books she hadn’t read yet and the silence that clung like fog, there was a heavy oak door she hadn’t noticed before.
It wasn’t locked when she tried the handle.
The smell hit her first: leather, old wood polish, and iron. She stepped in, blinking at what was clearly a private home gym. Except private didn’t quite cover it. It wasn’t for light workouts or tension relief. It was obviously for heavy training. Free weights stacked like tower blocks. A full-length punching bag that showed it had taken its fair share of punishment. A treadmill tucked in a corner, and at the far end, sparring mats, clean and waiting.
Mounted above them, displayed like art instead of weapons, were staffs. Short spears. Blunt swords. But it was the staffs that drew her in.
Each one was different. Some sleek and simple, others carved with runes and elegant curves that looked older than anything she’d ever seen, each with the kind of craftsmanship you didn’t just stumble across. The kind that meant something.
She reached for one of the shorter staffs, her fingers closing around the grip like they remembered it before her brain did. It balanced in her hand like it belonged there. She flipped it once, twice, let it slide through her palms with a practiced ease she hadn’t touched in months. And then she stepped onto the mat.
The floor welcomed her with a soft give. Familiar. Centering.
“You planning on murdering someone or just impressing the furniture?”
She spun.
Bastian stood in the doorway, arms folded across his chest like he had every right to watch. His expression was unreadable, but his eyes? His eyes were following every inch of her.
She lowered the staff, not quite ready to give him the satisfaction of looking flustered. “Just looking.”
“Mm.” He stepped into the room. “That one belonged to a pack enforcer. Fifteen years on the job. She could take down wolves twice her size.”
Mira arched a brow. “I like her already.”
His gaze didn’t waver. “You spar?”
She shrugged. “I’ve trained.”
“With?”
“Jujitsu. Krav Maga. Some Muay Thai when I was feeling extra pissed off.”
One of his eyebrows lifted. “And you didn’t think to bring that up while we were fighting for your life in the woods?”
“I didn’t think my belt rank would hold up against actual wolves,” she shot back. “Didn’t exactly scream useful at the time.”
A smirk tugged at his lips. “Fair.”
He turned to the wall and selected a longer staff—one with more weight and reach—and came back to her with that same unreadable expression, except now there was a challenge buried in it.
“Show me.”
Mira blinked. “You’re serious?”
“You’ve been sequestered since the second you got here. No space. No outlet. You’re vibrating like you’re about to explode. So hit something.”
Her pulse spiked. “You offering yourself as my target?”
He grinned, and damn if it didn’t curl heat low in her belly. “I’m already bruised from the last time. Might as well make it worth it.”
She stepped onto the mat again, raising the staff and letting it settle into her grip like an extension of her. He mirrored her. For a second, they circled—testing. Measuring.
Then she lunged.
It was like hitting a live wire.
They moved fast, her staff slicing and spinning, meeting his with sharp cracks. He was strong, as grounded as a mountain. But she was fluid, sharp-edged water. She ducked under his swings, countered his power with speed. Every move was muscle memory, clean, practiced, unhesitating.
“You’ve been hiding this,” he panted, blocking a jab to the ribs.
She didn’t stop moving. “Didn’t want to give away all my secrets.”
“You think I can’t handle them?”
She pivoted low and swept his legs clean out from under him. He caught himself on one hand, flipping back up like he was part acrobat, part predator.
“You tell me,” she said, not bothering to hide the grin this time.
Their staffs collided again, the impact snapping through the air like a warning. The fight transformed into less of a training session and became more tension-filled. They weren’t just testing their skill anymore. They were analyzing control. Distance. Whatever simmered just below the surface.
She stepped in, chest heaving, staff pressed against his sternum. He didn’t flinch.
Neither did she.
“I see you now,” he said, voice rough.
Her heart thundered.
He stepped back slowly, lowering his staff, conceding the bout unspoken. His gaze stayed locked on hers.
“You’re dangerous.”
She let a smug, satisfied smile tilt her lips. “Took you long enough to notice.”
His eyes darkened, dangerous in a whole other way now, and maybe she should’ve stepped back, ended it there, and walked away with her win intact. But the way he looked at her, teetering on the edge of losing all control, made her want to push further.
So she did.
She shifted her grip, swept his leg with a calculated hook of her foot, and used his momentary surprise to take him down.
They hit the mat hard, her knees bracketing his hips, breath mingling as she leaned over him, bodies taut with heat and defiance, neither of them willing to give up first.
Bastian
He didn’t answer. He couldn’t.
Because Mira had her legs locked tight around his hips, her body rising to meet his in a way that short-circuited every thought in his head, his control frayed, raw and bloodied at the edges. She was fire, and his wolf didn’t want to tame it. He wanted to burn with her.
They rolled again, Mira trying to throw him off, but he matched her twist for twist until he had her pinned beneath him. His weight settled low, right against the heat of her, and a sharp sound escaped her lips, half gasp, half warning. But she didn’t push him away. Not this time.
His hands caught her wrists, then slipped free, only to slide down her arms, mapping the path of muscle and heat beneath her skin. One hand grazed her waist, fingers brushing the bare skin at the edge of her T-shirt where it had ridden up. She shivered beneath the touch, her breath catching, her legs tightening around him like she didn’t know whether to pull him closer or shove him off.
“This,” he rasped, voice shredded at the edges, “is who you are.”
She stared up at him, eyes wide, lips parted, wild and untamed, so f*****g beautiful he couldn’t breathe.
“You have no idea what it’s doing to me—being this close and not tasting you.”
And then he broke, Moon Goddess help him, he kissed her.
He hadn’t planned for it. It wasn’t soft. It was a claiming. The moment their lips collided, the bond ignited like a live wire, wrapping around every inch of restraint he had left and reducing it to ash. Her fingers curled in his shirt, dragging him closer instead of pushing him away. The heat between them didn’t burn, it consumed.
Her hands flew to his shoulders, digging into the muscle, anchoring herself to the moment. His mouth slanted over hers again and again, drinking her in like she was the first rain after a drought.
He braced one forearm beside her head, the other hand sliding beneath her shirt, greedy for the heat of her skin, skimming along the curve of her ribs. She arched into him, breath hitching. He tilted his head, deepened the kiss, making it filthy. His tongue licked into her mouth with deliberate hunger, stroking against hers in slow, possessive sweeps that made her moan. She bit his bottom lip in retaliation, only to have him groan and push harder into the kiss, his hand tightening on her waist.
Her hips rolled against him, chasing friction, and that was all it took—he met her movement with a low, guttural growl, his c**k hard and straining against the thick barrier of his pants. There was no hiding it. No pretending he wasn’t already beyond wrecked for her. Every grind of her body against his made him dizzier, rawer, the lines between control and need disappearing fast.
He thrust against her, hips grinding with a snap that made her gasp, the friction hitting them both like a lightning strike. Her moan was throaty and unfiltered, dragged from deep in her chest, and it only served to make his control slip further.
The heat between them flared, palpable, electric, dangerous.
His breath stuttered against her mouth. “f**k, Mira…”
She didn’t stop. Her body arched into his, seeking more, her need for Bastian just as desperate, and maybe it was.
He was roaring now.
The beast inside him surged again, pushing harder this time, fangs pricking at his gums, eyes burning gold. His fingers flexed against her hip, holding her tighter than he meant to, his other hand gripping the mat to anchor himself as everything in him screamed to take. To claim. To mark again, but she wasn’t ready. He knew she wasn’t, and if he didn’t stop now, he might not be able to.
A growl ripped from his throat, sharp and involuntary, vibrating from deep in his chest. Mira’s eyes flew open, seeking and breathless, and the spell broke.
He yanked himself back like he’d hit a wall at full speed.
Chest heaving. Muscles trembling. Control in tatters.
Her breath came in shallow bursts, her lips swollen, her pupils blown wide with heat and confusion. Mira blinked up at him, unsure what just happened, like the ground had shifted under her and she wasn’t sure if it was going to hold.
Her hands were still on him. His shirt twisted in her fists. But she wasn’t pulling him in anymore.
She was trembling.
“I—” Her voice cracked. She swallowed and tried again. “I—’’ But she couldn’t get the words out. She drenched him in hesitation that made an ache grow inside, because it wasn’t rejection he heard; it was fear. Uncertainty. A storm of emotions crashing behind her eyes that she didn’t have the words for, and he felt all of it.
The bond hummed between them, thick and tangled. Her emotions spilled through, not clear like a wolf’s would be, but fractured as a human’s. He caught the edge of it: the want, the wariness, the heat she couldn’t explain and didn’t trust. She didn’t have a wolf clawing at her skin, but her blood still pulled toward his, and it terrified her.
She scrambled back, one hand on the mat, the other pressing against his chest like it burned her. She got to her feet in a rush, hair a mess, lips parted, chest rising fast. She stared at him, ready to say something, anything, but couldn’t find the words.
So she turned and ran.
Her bare feet raced down the hall, leaving him on his knees in the center of the mat, body burning. He didn’t go after her. Couldn’t bring himself to.
His fingers curled into the mat, the last of his restraint straining to hold the wolf at bay, because he’d felt it. She hadn’t run because she didn’t want him. She ran because she did, and she didn’t know what the hell to do with that.