LEO Sol had me feeling all sorts of mixed-up s**t. The world seemed brighter whenever I looked at her, and other problems melted away. I knew some of that was the bond drawing me to her, but most of it was her. She was sunshine and light, a warmth to everyone she interacted with. Her name even meant ‘sun.’ I was determined to make her see reason and accept our bond. I knew I was up against years of self-doubt and resounding sadness. I had nothing but empathy for everything she had lost; I wanted to help make up for that and make her truly happy. The way her existence made me happy. But damn, if she wasn’t making it hard every time she pushed me away. I might be a guy, but I still had feelings, and they weren’t immune to her rejection. I made sure she got home safely after changi

