Dean I don't know how I ended up in the middle of nowhere into a forest, but didn't really care at all. I walked up and down and tried to figure out what I've done wrong. What should I do now and if I'd be able to trust Kate again after this. - Kate... - I whispered her name. She looked so lonely, so scared and hurt. Just how could I turn my back to her when she was in that state? What kind of a monster am I? I thought looking at my hands. These hands are supposed to shelter her and console her. Yet I left her alone and pushed her into Veny's arms... But why? Why didn't she tell me what was going on? Why can't she trust me just as much as she trusts that trash? I sat down on a log after walking around till the sun set and darkness overcame the forest. I listened to the sounds of nature a

