Kate I closed my eyes uncertainly but tried to relax and give this whole s**t a chance. I managed to focus on the music over the noise and slowly felt the rhythm in all my body. My arms and legs moved alone and I managed to forget for a while why I was there. I just enjoyed this liberating feeling. When the song ended and I opened my eyes I saw the reason why I was the most afraid to come. Bethany was trying to hit on Dean and Silvia was dancing by my side with Emmy. - Did you really thought we invited you out of goodwill? - Emmy asked. - Dean is too good for someone like you. Let him go before you ruin him! - Silvia said laughing and my eyes met Dean's in the flickering colorful lights. I felt like I was trapped in a battlefield and captured by the enemy. This happened because I let my

