Lily’s POV I am angry, I am tired, I am a lot of other things, but being broke tops them all. And that's why I am doing this now and sitting in front of my computer. I only need one fifty thousand dollars for now, I can keep working for my college funds. I just need to pass through this phase of my life successfully. Then I can fulfill my own dreams... Thinking back at what the nurse said at the hospital and seeing my brother lying down there when something can be done to keep him safe before we find a donor, just shows me how much I want him to finally have peace, I know I have to do this. I know I have to stop being a chicken and sign up for the online auction. I am aware I don't even need to do anything if I don't want to. No one is forcing me, this is not a physical auction like the

