Lily's POV
I found my way to my feet, feeling comforted by my conversation with Mira. And at the same time, I felt numb all over.
What she had said about Mr Blackwood hating touches from females kept ringing in my head. Several possibilities ran through my head, as to why he was that way. Was he secretly gay? Was he abused in his childhood?
It felt as though I had more questions than I began with. But this time, I was determined to know more about the man who f****d me almost every day. He had so much access to me, my mind, and my body. Why shouldn't I have the same?
I picked one of the new hoodies and threw it on, wearing absolutely nothing underneath. I glanced at myself in the mirror as I got ready for dinner, again noting the rosy cheeks and bright skin. I was widening as well, gro
