Isabella
Clara got here all three of us went up to Zanders room to get ready.
Of Course Clara and Sara noticed that Zander is sleeping on the couch still, they start ..
"Why are you keeping him on the couch? Clara says to me .. with her one eye brow raised.
"I'm not forcing him to he just does.. I say back to her.
I don't want them to know that I have no idea what I'm doing every time I was with Chris it wasn't mutual he just took, I have no idea how to be with Zander, I know he's been with women before I'm afraid I wouldn't compare.
Sara must have seen the look on my face she comes over she sits by me she places her hand on mine. I look over at her I know I have tears starting I'm so embarrassed.
"It's okay Isabella, she says softly can I ask you something?
"Sure . I tell her
