20 days without Sophia Matthews
"I can't believe this shit." I mumble for probably the thousandth time in the last week. My eyes float to the empty bottles littering the room, the one I clutched in my hand seeming to cool down the burn from the cut I had across it.
I can't believe this s**t.
Before I know it, I've thrown the bottle across the room, making it shatter on the impact of the wall.
I don't even flinch. I just stare at the now dripping liquid before diverting my eyes to something else. My eyes trail down to my new phone.
It still hasn't gotten a call.
I left Sophia nearly two hundred messages, not a single reply.
I don't know what I did.
I miss her so damn much.
I miss Amaya.
I miss Jaisiah.
I miss Jalen.
I miss Jasmine.
I miss my family. I miss my girl. I miss my ki
