Her Human Mate

10. Leilani

I woke up staring at the ceiling, I feel so tired and tormented. I know gotta fix things with Emilia but it won't be happening today, today I just want to have a lazy day and not think about my change that's going to happen soon. I get out of bed and put my robe on so I can go to the kitchen, I look at the clock and see that it's after two o'clock in the afternoon. While walking down the stairs I start having bad cramps from craving red meat. When I walk downstairs into the kitchen I see mom and dad sitting at the island discussing the building of unrest in Canada amongst the wares. I hear dad mention the article I sent him but I don't get involved, I head straight to the fridge to find that there is a bowl of chopped beef waiting for me.

"Mahalo." (Thanks) I say to my parents after grabbing the bowl.

I grab a fork and a glass of kool aid with a bottle of water before sitting at the island with my parents. As soon as the chopped beef hits my stomach, it satisfies my hunger with the quickness. As good as the raw meat is, it's also starting to get a little boring to eat.

"You're welcome, Kaikamahine ʻōpio(Baby Girl). How was the party? Did you talk with Sebastian?" Mom asked raising an eyebrow.

"The party was good and bad...I kinda fell out with Milly." 

"What?? Why?"

"We're just two different people.. and she accused me of something I didn't like. But anyway Sebastian kissed me."

"Excuse me?" Dad says calmly.

Mom squeals and claps her hands together like a school girl, I couldn't do anything but shake my head at her. I eat another piece of beef and when I look up dad is staring a hole into me and mom is smiling all crazy. "Yeah, no words were exchanged. He just came up to me and kissed me." 

"What was it like?" Mom asked

I smile. "Honestly mom, it was amazing. It felt.... right, if that makes sense."

"Like what? Butterflies? Fireworks?" Mom asked.

"That and more."

"Did he ask if he could kiss you?" Dad asked.

"Jeremiah stop it. I was only sixteen when you kissed the f**k out of me in art class, and in case you forgot.. our daughter is almost twenty years old and is about to experience her change. You of all people know what's like like, she has needs. I would rather she satisfies her urges with her mate and not some random person."

"So, have you spoken to the boy at all?"

"Yeah... well kinda, he asked me what was I hiding or who I was hiding from... I told him that I was secretly about to turn into a werewolf and witch next week." I ain't to worried  about telling them I'm turning into a witch, they probably will just think I'm being extra with my story... There is no chance they would actually think that i'm turning into a witch.

"WHAT!!!!" Dad says with his eyes getting ready to pop out of his head, mom just laughs her a** off.

"What did he say?" Mom asked

"He told me I could be a vampire or a incubus, but that wouldn't keep him from trying to get to know me." I say while shrugging.

"Oh yeah, He has it badddddd. That is definitely a good thing." Mom sings.

"makuahine, this is definitely not good at all, remember he has a girlfriend. I've told you this before."

"He won't be with her for much longer, now that he has kissed you that relationship is basically over."

"What do you mean dad." 

"Listen baby girl, when it comes to the attraction between mates, it doesn't matter whether he's in a relationship or not. Once he became aware of you, it was game over and he kissed you so he'll only crave you. You'll also only crave him, that's just how it is. You can keep denying what's going on if you want to, but if your feeling like this, then he is definitely your mate and it's only a matter of time before the both you end up together."

"Dad, he's human, I can't exactly do things with him once I have my change. I might kill him." Elena said that my magic will help me control my ware, I'll just have to practice extra hard.

Mom shakes her head. "No, not necessarily. You would just have to be very careful, that's why we having trainings, and your father is the best when it comes to training new wares. Please do not worry about this, you will stress yourself out when you don't need to,"

"I already feel stressed out as it is."

"Lani, you need to stop holding that s**t in.. you can't keep holding your emotions in, you are days away from your change. And by this time, I was arguing and cussing your dad out. You being this calm isn't normal sweetie, You need to accept what's happening to you and let it all out. Are you still tryin' to go to school tomorrow?" 

"Yes mama, I'm fine aight. I'm keeping up on my beef intake, I'll make sure I take a cooler with enough beef for tomorrow. I only have a couple classes and then I'll come straight home afterwards. If I start to full unstable then i'll leave school and come home and stay until I'm ready to go back. If something happens, I promise to call you as soon as possible... I won't out us."

"It's not like you ca anyway, well at least not yet... Just be careful, okay? Dad asked "Oh and if you get any sudden urges when you are around that bo, make sure you find somewhere, where you won't get caught? You need to be discrete cause when you are in the moment, yo a** ain't going to be able to control that s**t." 

"Daddy, chill.. I'll be fine aight?" 

"I said the same d**n thing." Mom says laughing.

I spend the rest of my Sunday in my room trying to get ahead on the rest of my school work. I'm already far ahead with my work but I'll be out for at least two months so I just want to make sure I put all my focus on my training after my change. I know for a fact I'll be banned from school while I'm training with daddy, plus my little brother or sister will be here in a couple weeks as well. I'll need to spend a lot of time with Elena so I can learn how to control my magic when she gives it to me. That is the main thing I'm worried about... I'm not really worried about me changing into a ware or the pain that comes with it. I'm scared of the magical abilities that I am getting and what I'll be able to do with them, I'm scared as f**k that I'm going to hurt someone because I wouldn't know what I'm doing. I really hope Elena puts some type of restrictions on my magic or something, because the last thing I need is to be causing some f**kin war or great destruction of the f**kin world.

I suddenly feel hungry. "Ugh again, this s**t is getting out hand." I whisper yell. I can barely go a couple hours without getting hungry and eating. Daddy is going to make me sone seared beef to take to school so it won't look like I'm eating raw meat, I really hop he makes enough, because my hunger is getting out of control. I head downstairs to get some beef and go sit on the back patio to enjoy the sunset.

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I woke up at least four times last night from hunger, I swear dad is really looking out for my a** right now. They are sleeping their door open at all times now, I heard mom and dad talking every time I woke up. I know for a fact that mom knew I was hungry before I even did. I'm starting to worry about me going to school today, but today will be last day. This gives me one more chance to see Sebastian before I go on a two month long drought. Me not being at school with probably do him some good so he can deal with his girlfriend situation. While driving I pop a few chunks of beef in my mouth that daddy made me, Luckily I only have to make it through three classes today, but I only have one of those classes with Sebastian... It's still worth going to school for.

"You can do this Lani." I whisper to myself while walking into the school.

My first two classes go by fine with me sneaking to eat the meat dad made every chance I get. I'm not permanently hungry but I just want to stay on top of the hungry pains because they are no joke. I only have one more class left, which I'm happy about because I saved the best for last... English with Sebastian. He is the only reason I wanted to come to school today, it's literally the only class I have with him alone where Breanna and her friends are around. I get to class first and make my way to my usually seat in the back of the class. I try not to look so desperate while looking at the door hard af to see Sebastian, My classmates walk in one by one. He definitely kissed me.. didn't he? I know Saturday happened, Right? F**k, I need to calm the h*ll down... He might not even mention that we kissed again. This s**t hurts. I think to myself. He finally walks in the classroom and he looks fine as f**k with straight jeans, Black Timbs, and black trench coat on. I never noticed how confident he looks when he walks in a room before, His Aura demands respect. I love that, I take the time to study him and I mean every bit of him, his body and his face. I suddenly start to feel hot while breathing heavy, just ask I think he's going to look at me, he doesn't... he turns around and face the front and take a seat two rows in front of me. He didn't even look at me. I suddenly feel disappointment creep up inside of me as Misses Charles starts her lesson.

Maybe he realized that it was a mistake to kiss me, I mean maybe he's picking Breanna over me.. But I'm his mate... Right? Breanna is still coming out on top, but what about me and my happiness? Does he even care about my feelings? Nah, he has to be my mate. What we did.... the kiss.... it felt so special. He said nothing would keep him away from me. Was that a lie? What changed? HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND LANI, get your s**t together. 

I try to keep my emotions in check by biting my lip, but f**k I'm way over my head right now. I can't help but feel rejected right now... The feeling of rejection finds it's way to my heart and it quickly lights the fire to the rage I'm feeling inside. Lani you need to calm the f**k down... right now. I scold myself. But I can't the rage I'm feeling turns in to full blown fury in a split second. I clench my fist so hard I drew blood from my palms.

GET OUT, GET OUT GET OUT.... I need to leave out of this classroom right now because I f**k some s**t up.