Her Human Mate

1. Leilani

Present Day 

Let me introduce myself. My name is Leilani Arabella Smith and I’m the only daughter of Jeremiah and Ailani Smith. I’m Nineteen Years Old and I stand 5’6 with long curly that stood at the middle of my back and Eyes that change colors during the seasons so they are currently a ocean blue. My mom is Hawaiian & Brazilian while dad is French and African American. I attend Texas Southern University in Houston, TX.

"He is f**Kin' sexy, Just look at him"  I think to myself

Sebastian catches me looking at him for the 5th time today, I swear every time he catches me looking at him my heart skips a beat. He skin is like the sweetest caramel  I have every seen. His eyes are the most captivating green that I could get lost in. He stands about 6'1 and to powerfully formed to only be human. I guess that's what attracts me to him so much. Honestly that only makes me want to know what his perfect can do... or could do on if he was a werewolf. 

He turns back around and looks at his girlfriend Breanna, and I zoom in on his perfect pink luscious lips, and when he smiles I swear I want to pass out. He has a short well groomed bread that frames his lips to perfection. I wonder how it will feel to kiss his perfect lips while I feel his bread against the edges of my mouth and run my hands through his perfect curly hair. I wonder if his bread and hair is soft or not? I sigh as I torture myself. I do this every single day, since he started at the beginning of the term. I try to keep my eyes off of him but it's so damn hard. It's f**kin' humanly impossible for him to look like that. Unfortunately for me, Sebastian Di'Genova is human and that thought alone makes me sigh once again but this it's from disappointment. The F**k can I do with a human boy?? Besides break his neck on accident. Why couldn't I fall in love with one of the wares from my parents meetings?? Life would be a whole lot easier. I could've been getting it in on my spare time, but I ain't. I'm days away from my change on my 20th birthday and all I've got to look forward to is bad mood swings, A craving for moose and a heightened s*x drive. "F**k Me".

Professor Spencer Dismisses class once the bell rings signaling the end of business class.

Sebastian grabs Breanna's hand before the walk out the door. I'm sure if I had my changed already my canines would be out right now...

 "She doesn't deserve that fine specimen of a man, I but her P***y isn't even that good." I whisper

I stand leaning on the wall waiting for my cousin Emilia, as soon as she comes out of her class we start walking to the parking lot while she chats about her birthday party on Friday but I ain't really trying to hear it right now. I keep staring at back of Breanna's head while we follow her and Sebastian out of the building. Emilia is turning nineteen this Friday, She's eleven months younger than me, so she's not changing yet. 

I swear she f***k like is she though, she has all the boys at the school falling at her feet, but that's because she's a social butterfly, unlike me. She's Mixed with African American, French, Jamaican & Italian, she looks just like her mother. Her eyes are shades of green and hazel which changes colors during the seasons, kinda like mine do.

"Lani when are you going to get some D**k? I mean your a** is always F**kin's miserable" Emilia whispers. Now that i'm close to my change, she always brings up this s**t. 

"Just because S*x is free, don't mean I have to let any random guy F**k, I got standards sis" I snap

I don't even gotta turn around to know that she's staring daggers at me and rolling her neck. "So you saying I ain't got standards Lani?"

"I never said that Milly" I say in a softer tone, I don't want to hurt her feelings.

"Has your mom had a vision about you and your mate yet? She my mama and dad together" I shake my head no. If you are wondering Yes, my mom has visions. She can sometimes see the future and she say my aunt and uncle together when she was younger. I honestly don't care that she hasn't had a vision of me because I really don't want to know what my future holds. Besides maybe just maybe Sebastian is my mate... or maybe my mate is born just yet.

We stepped outside in the cold air, it's in the middle of January and it's cold AF. I zip up my jacket and pull my hood over my head.

"So... are we going to go shopping for outfits for Saturday?" She ask finally changing the subject as we make our way through the parking lot.

"We can go Friday, after class" I mumble. I already have so many new clothes and I honestly don't need to buy anymore. Daddy makes sure me and mama always have the latest fashion. I don't even wear the same outfit twice. My parents are billionaires. The have all sorts of businesses and properties all over the world. They are huge donators to the university. TSU is a HBCU and daddy is always funding something here.

I feel myself relax when I see Sebastian release Breanna's hand to unlock his Black BMW X6. She reaches the passenger side to get in, Before Sebastian opens his door to get in he turns around looks me straight in my eyes. I take a sharp breath and I swear the world stops around me . Did he feel my eyes on him? Maybe he felt a pull towards me because I definitely felt it. Has he finally acknowledge my existence? I feel so lost right now.

The attraction I feel towards him suddenly intensifies by a thousand precent, he is the whole package but as that maybe his beautiful eyes are a different story. I almost trip over an invisible line as his eyes narrow at me. and my heart beats so fast I feel like it's going to come out my chest. "He's looking at me a certain type of way".

I spin around to face Emilia so fast because it feels like i'm going to die right here from hyperventilation. "Actually,Let's go to the Galleria right now". I tell her trying not to turn back around to look in those eyes that captured my heart.

(Later that night)

I get home right after Nine, My parents aren't downstairs so they must be in their room. I head to the kitchen and help myself to some beef stew that's on the stove. I walk to the backyard to enjoy the Peace I get when I sit in the backyard. As you can tell I'm not the most sociable person and I honestly much prefer my own company. Living out here in Conroe, Hasn't really given me many opportunities to make friends either. I didn't go to school until I was in college. Dad homeschooled me because I was much stronger than most kids especially for a girl, even though I haven't changed yet. Once I have my change next week I have to be extra careful not lose control with my new abilities. As I get closer to my change the harder it is to control my temper but at least for now I'm managing to keep my temper under control, And that's the most important thing to me.

I finished and and walk back to the kitchen to clean my dishes before heading upstairs to bed. 

"Leilani" I hear dad call as I walk past my parents bedroom. The door is cracked and I can see a faint glow shining in the dark hallway. Their room door is usually shut but they have been leaving it open because I get hungry in the middle of the night. Thank goodness  they have their bedroom soundproofed, because they always getting it in, and I don't want to hear that every single night, Especially since I ain't getting none myself. I poke my head inside the door and see dad who's sitting on the bed next to mom whose currently sleep. Mom is two months pregnant which is like 8 months for humans and female wares pregnancy only last three months, so she sleeps a lot nowadays.

"Hey papa" He's under the covers reading a book, He looks up from his book and stares at me with his Amber eyes. We look alike and we also look the same age but Dad is three-hundred and Thirty-nine years old. My parents can't die... They're both really special.

"You oaky? How was school today?" He ask while giving me a concerned look. He thinks I'm a loner, But I chose to be that way especially now.

"It was good. I went shopping with Milly. Y'know, for outfits for birthday party this weekend?" 

"Yeah, Nathan and Gaia are coming here for the night so they can be close by, instead of going to ALJ Hotel."

I nod. ALJ is mom and dad's hotel in Houston. "Okay, that's cool" 

"Have you thought about what you want to do for your birthday next week?" He ask while still looking concerned.

"Nah." I say shaking my head, He sighs deeply.

"Baby girl, We gotta talk about school and what's going to happen within the next couple weeks before and after your change. Before you even say anything, we ain't talked about it seriously cause you keep tryin' to ignore it but it's going to happen aight, we need you to be prepared. Plus your mom is worrying herself sick about it." He looks down at my mama with so much love while he brushes a few strands of hair out of her face. " you gotta let her say what's on her mind, aight? It's important to her. We both want to be here for you. She wanted to give you all of her time before You changed and before I got her pregnant again, She grew up with much family around and she didn't want that for you." Dad says

"I know Papa. Tomorrow I'll come straight home after school so we can talk. I promise" I say while looking at mom. I feel bad because I know how much mama wanted another baby, especially losing their first babies in a war back in France. I never once went without, Mama has always went above and beyond to make sure that I was set in everything.

"Good girl, It would really mean a lot to your mama. Do you need anything?"

"Nah, I'm good Papa"

"Aight, go and get some sleep. We love you baby girl."

"I love you both, too."

I close the door back a little and walk down the hallway to my room, Once I walk into my room I drop my shopping bags on my desk and then take a quick shower before I climb into bed. I stare at the wall thinking about the conversation I just had with dad. The last thing I want to do is shut my parents out. I mean I know what's going to happen to me, I've known for years. My parents don't sugar coat nothing and I'm grateful for that. I'm not ignorant to how much it's going to hurt or how my body is going to change, I definitely know what signs to look for, Hell I even know about the s****l urges and the craving for raw meat. My mind goes to Sebastian , wondering what's doing at this giving moment.

"Probably F**kin' Breanna right now."

I roll over and bury my head in my pillow and scream. I hate how I can't seem to stop thinking about him, I can't even walk up and talk to him because he has a girlfriend and I'm not one of those females. I swear It gets harder everyday to stay away from him. My body is craving his physical touch. I want to mate so bad but I only want to mate with him, but I can't and that makes me feel so f**kin' sad.

I roll back over and lay on my back and just stare at the ceiling listening to Down For You by Ta-Ku Feat. Alina Baraz until I finally fall into a deep sleep.