Her Human Mate

8. Leilani

I stared at the bedroom door in a daze

I really think I'm going crazy right now, surely what just happened didn't happen. I know I've been going crazy in the head for a couple days now but I know for a fact I didn't just imagine that. Did I? I touched my lips again and tasted the crown royal on my tongue. Nah, I definitely didn't have Crown royal. 

"I can't believe Sebastian kissed me." I whispered.

Sebastian kissed the f**k out of me, we didn't even say a single word to each other. It was like a powerful force that brought us together where no words had to be exchange, just the ability to feel, touch and taste. I sound like my mama right now.

"I can't believe I kissed him, he has a freaking girlfriend, How stupid can I be right now." I whisper yell to myself.

My lips and body is on fired from when he touched me, my body is still trembling from what just took place in this room. That kiss definitely feels different from any other kiss I ever had, from that kiss alone he has to be my mate. He just got to be my mate, There is no doubt about that in my mind. His kiss told me everything I needed to know, He feels some type of pull to me like I do to him. 

"Leilani, he got a girl. We can't do s**t together like that, It's not fair  to his girlfriend Breanna." I scold myself.

I still can't get over the fact or help that it felt so d**n good, Feeling the soft hair from his bread on the edge of my mouth was pure bliss. My heart is still fluttering and my underwear is definitely wet as h*ll right now. If he would have bent me over and took it further with me then I would've definitely let him do just that. I would've been to weak to resist him. s**t!  Now I have to avoid his a** like the plague.. It's not good for me to be alone with him anymore, I know for a fact that my urges are only going to get stronger and worse as my birthday get closer. It's takes everything I have not give into my anger as well as giving into desire I have to jump Sebastian bones. I snapped out of my thoughts and resumed to use the restroom so I can make my way back downstairs. 

Once I make it downstairs I go looking Emilia but I can't see her so I walk in the kitchen and grab a bottle of Don Julio 1942 off the counter and fill a cup before downing it. It slides down my throat and warmth spread all over my body. It makes me feel somewhat better after everything, it definitely helps me calm down enough to face people. I stepped outside and saw Emilia over to the right, I walked over to her while ignoring everybody. Before I made it to her I was grabbed by the arm, I looked up to see one of Sebastian Boys smiling down at me.

"What's up Ma?" Tank ask. I've seen him around school, he always got girls around him so I don't really pay that much attention to him. He's cute, he reminds me of lil Tjay but with dreads that stop to his shoulders, he has hazel eyes. He's lanky... a little to slim for my liking but even if he was my type, he ain't Sebastian. I just looked at him without saying anything.

"your name Leilani, Right? Emilia cousin?" He asked coming closer.

"Yeah, I am. Wassup?" 

He eyes wonder down all over my body the back to my cleavage, before he looks back up at me in the eyes. "I wanna if I can take you on a date sometime?"

"You wanna take me out?" I ask while frowning. 

"Yeah Ma." He says while smiling at me. I look him over once again and smile back. I mean he's kinda  cute and I real life need a distraction from Sebastian.

"When you trying to take me out?"

"How about tomorrow night?" He says sounding way to thirsty for my liking.

"Um, I don't know. I might be chillin tomorrow."

My vision gets clouded by Sebastian's jacket as he hands Tank the blunt. 

"Don't go"  I hear Sebastian say. It's barely audible but I still heard him, then he disappears.

"Maybe one day this week would be go for you shorty?" Tank ask.

"Listen, I'll let you know. S**t is kinda hectic for me right now, My birthday is coming up and I got a lot of stuff I gotta and everything before then." I say before walking away.

I speed walk away from before going to go stand by Emilia who's with Sebastian and Breanna again. I say what's up to them, then I just stand there quiet while I listen to them talking about going to the mall. I feel so bad right now about what happened up upstairs when I kissed her n***a upstairs, So staying quiet is easy as h*ll. I'm still tripping about the fact that Sebastian gave me warning to stay away from his homeboy. I mean he really don't have say or a right to tell me to tell me to stay away from the next n***a, but I feel good about the fact that he's jealous. If he is my mate, then it's only natural that he wants to steak his claim on me.

I stay low key and watch everybody around me. Me and Tank catches each others eyes everyone in awhile and he give me an occasional smile, I give him one back as well and then quickly look away. I hear Sebastian talk occasionally when he is dragged in my cousin and his girl conversation. I realized how good his voice sounds, it's rough and very dominant as f**k and it's definitely making me wet as f**k. But the way he smells and his beautiful eyes that I feel on me that makes my heart beat like crazy.

"Ain't that right Lani?" Milly ask

"I'm sorry, what's up?" I ask looking at her.

"Yo birthday next week?" Breanna ask.

"Yeah, it is." I say while smiling at her.

"Ooooo, you having a party as well?" she ask sounding interested.

"Nah, I think I'm just going to chill out this year." I say shaking my head.

"Well, I think we should still do something ya know. Since you'll be out of your teens and everything."

"Yeah, maybe we can do that." I say. F**k hanging out... I think I'm going to be hiding out for a couple week after my birthday. I think to myself.

"We can do brunch at Taste bar & kitchen, I'll sort something out. Just ignore her a**." Milly says pulling Breanna attention back to her.

I sigh in relief and look else where only to catch Sebastian fine a** looking at me, making my heart beat and pulse quicken. I wonder if he stared at me as much as I stare at him, maybe he's thinking about what we did in my cousin room.

"WHAT?" I ask him with my eyes, He seems so surprised by that. His eyes widen then narrow back on me.

Tank walked up to me smiling. "You wanna dance Ma?"

I thought about it for a while and smiled. "Sure. Let me just run to the guest house, I'll be right back." I say before heading to guesthouse to get my fix on some raw meat. when I walked back he grabbed my hand and we went inside to dance. Once we walked inside my favorite song In A Minute by Ann Marie came on so I started winding slow on him to the music. 

That p***y be wet like a river, like a river

I swear I'm gon' make her feel it in her liver, in her liver

She know if she call me, yeah, I'ma deliver, I'ma deliver

She know ain't no lil' boy, b***h, I'm that n***a, I'm that n***a

You know if I hit from the back, you gon' feel it, yeah, you gon' feel it

I ain't have no p***y this good in a minute, yeah, in a minute

I f**k from the back and then grab on her t**ties, I grab on her t**ties

Yeah, she a hood b***h but she really saddity, yeah, she really saddity

I know she ain't really made love in a minute 

She ain't been f****d good in a minute

She ain't had no fun in a minute

Got her bustin' like a hundred round drum when I'm in it

He ain't really made love in a minute

He ain't been f**ked good in a minute

He ain't had no fun in a minute

Got him bustin' like a hundred round drum when he in it

As soon as we walked back outside I locked eyes with Sebastian and he looked really p***ed off. He narrow his eyes at me, that's pretty much how the rest of the night went. I kept sneaking off to the guesthouse to get my fix of raw meat and when I return I catch his gaze, right up until everyone has left except for a few that's passed out in the living room. I started cleaning up the place while Emilia and Breanna continued to talk about nothing special. They seem to be getting along very well, That makes me feel even worse about what happened upstairs.

I know for a fact if I told Milly that Sebastian is my mate that she would understand and wouldn't be friendly with Breanna. I wish I would have told her, if I had told she wouldn't be trying so hard knowing that I'm the cause of Breanna's relationship ending... if that happens. I tie up the trash hags so I can take them outside to trash. When I walked outside I spotted Sebastian standing out here smoking a blunt.

He turns around and look me up and down. You want some." he ask while trying to pass me the blunt.

"Umm..." I say looking back inside house looking at the girls still talking.

"Here shorty." He says while stepping closer to me.

I grab it while closing the door a little so I can still hear the girls talking. "Thanks." I say before taking a pull. He walks over to the wall a few feet away from me. I clench the trash bag I'm golding even tighter.

"Aye, careful lil mama that s**t is strong af." he says before he smiles curiously at me.

I just nod and blow the smoke out through my nose into the dark while trying to act normal in this man presence.

"Shorty, why don't you talk?"

"What you mean? I do talk." I say with a frown on my face.

"Nah, stop the cap ma. you hardly talk." He says while rolling his eyes.

"I only talk when I got something to say aight."

"Mmm, Is that right shorty?" He ask while narrowing his eyes.

"Yeah." I say while feeling myself blush. I quickly look at the ground while taking another pull from the blunt.

"You should let people see you more lil mama."

I snap my head up at him. "What's that supposed to mean." I asking putting my hand on my hip.

"I mean, you hiding yo self... well I don't know if you hiding yourself or trying to hide from something."

"What makes you think I'm hiding or hiding something?"

"Cause, most people that act like you, be hiding s**t."

Lmao, this n***a think he know wassup.

"aight bet. you're right, I am hiding something. I'm secretly about to turn into a werewolf on my birthday and I'm also going to have magic and s**t. But shhh don't tell nobody."

He smiles when I pass him back the blunt. "Well d**n lil mama, That's some s**t to be hiding for real." he says shocking the f**k outta me.

"I know, That's why I ain't really trying to get close to anybody. I f**k around and eat them."

He gives me a certain look that makes my thong wet and steps closer to me closing the gap between us.

"Shawty, Yo a** could be a blood sucking vampire or soul snatching incubus but that s**t won't stop me from trying to get close to you."

He steps around me and goes to the door as soon as Breanna appears at the door. She looks at me, but I look down at the trash bag in my hand.

"Bae, I'm ready to go home."

I walk around to the side of the house to throw the trash bag away, once I come back I see the car driving away. I walk to the back to start picking up trash by the pool. Emilia comes and finds me, she walks up to me giving me the side eye.

"Lani, do you like Sebastian?"

"What the h*ll you talking about Milly? No I don't." I say looking at her.

"Lani, I think he likes you.. You know how many times I caught that n***a staring at you tonight?

"Umm.... No." 

"He's been with Breanna for three years, he even switched colleges so he could come here with her. Lani, she's real cool. Please don't steal her n***a."

"WHAT THE F**K!! Emilia are you f**kin serious right now?? Can you not accuse me of being one of these thot h*es that f**k up relationships?" I say trying not to let my anger get to me and spazz out.

"I'm not, I'm just....."

"Nah, that ain't what the f**k it sound like. You know f**k this bulls**t." I drop the trash bag, pull out my cell phone from my clutch so I can call my dad.

"Pāpā, ua mākaukau wau e hoʻi i ka home i kēia manawa." I say as soon as he answers the phone.

"Okay, I'll leave right now princess, You aight?" 

"Yes, I'm good... I'll be waiting out front for you."

"Aight baby girl." He hangs up

"You know Emilia, you already my mood swings are f**ked up right now. So I don't need no f**kin s**t from you right now. Maybe just maybe you should f**kin think about someone else other than yourself for just once in your life. I have done nothing but do everything you have ever asked of me to do. I've been there no matter what time it is and when you needed me. It's like you trying to change me into someone, so you can feel comfortable, and I'm f**kin down with that."

I walk in the house and hear her calling after me and telling me to stop, but I ignore her and leave out the front door so I can't wait for my dad to come pick me up.