M A L L O R Y
Lucky.
I, being reflective and considering myself lucky to get into a relationship with Alistair. I felt relieved after revealing my past and previous diagnosis to him, the worries I felt beforehand fading away as he reassured me of his willingness to keep the relationship.
I know, and I was absolutely aware that comparing was not great as it was unhealthy, I still could not help but compare my current relationship with Alistair to my previous one with Thomas and how vast the differences were. I found Alistair more mature and understanding, describing getting into a relationship with him like receiving a blessing after having been with Thomas.
As Alistair offered me a comforting and calming embrace, I experienced a wave of overwhelming relief and security because of hi
