Chris was doing his best to make me look presentable. He put my hair in loose curls, my makeup was perfect. I stood in the black lacy dress we had picked out. "You look amazing chicken," He beamed, proud of his handiwork. I smiled weakly at him but I was nervous. "Remember to just let the night happen as it happens." He explained, I sighed that was my biggest fear, what would happen? "I can't do this!" I shook at my reflection in the mirror, this was strange I hadn't been on a real date before, Andrew Miller never dated we just became in a relationship. "Yes you can Sophie, you just have to let down your ice queen persona," he said as he cuddled me. "Listen text me if you want me to come and get you and remember you are in control if you don't want to be with him, be honest and make s

