FIRST LOVE OR ATTRACTION !
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( me )
I was a 13 years student who was focused on her studies and wanted to be single untill I succeeded.
( middle class )
( him )
he was a 14 years student who fell for his junior (ofcos talking about me )
son of a politician ( rich )
As a sincere student i didn't knew any boy beyond my class . one day I was watching spotlights on snapchat and I recieved a request from a boy named Asher ( lead )
I saw 2+ mutual friends. so i accepted his request as we started talking he confessed about his feelings for me .
I was pretty shocked that how could a boy like me . i told him that I want to focus on my studies and not interested in relationships .
he was trying to impress me from last 6 months we were so close we used to share every little thing to eachother somehow I started to generate feelings for him ...
but was so confused if I was actually in love with him or its just attraction towards him as he cares for me comforts me he was so nice to me after being confused for a week i finally confessed my love for him ..
yeah I was not into relationships but he made me change my decision.
after confessing to him he was so happy and he told he will never ever hurt me and will never bring tears in my eyes .
days passed it was almost 2 months everything was going well . but a love story without heart break !!!
impossible !
I got to know that he was cheating on me and guess with whome
MY BESTFRIEND!!
this thing really broke my heart into small pieces. they both were so damn close to me how could they do this to me .
HE WAS MY BOYFRIEND
AND
SHE WAS MY BESTFRIEND
I never expected this in my life . after this I broke all the bonds with my bestfriend (opps ) ex-bestfriend .
and had a conversation with my bf that
how could he do this to me
he was the one who confessed first
the one who loved me first
wasn't I enough for him
where the heck did I lacked
he said he is sorry for what he did to me but can a sorry fix my heart ?!
i removed him from everywhere .
but after that day I couldn't focus on my studies
i couldn't sleep at nights , used to talk with myself
skipped meals . even got hospitalized cause I got so weak .
after getting better I went back to school after a week
as I entered the school I saw him !!
I felt a ache in my chest and ran towards my class .
i reached my class and started crying but I had to control on myself . after going back home I took my phone for a while and saw......
it's his request againnnnn ...........
as I couldn't hate him , i accepted his request again and he said that
he's sry for whatever he did and broke up with my bestfriend because he still loved me ...
I left him msg on seen cause I was thinking..
if his love was real for me then why did he cheated on me .. ( I started crying )
what about all the promises he did ..
after breaking my heart he broke my bestfriend's heart too ..
while thinking of all this stuff
I got a call from him we sourted out the things . he said he wanted to be with me again ...
I don't know why I couldn't say no to him .
after 5 months he did the same thing
he cheated on me again but this time he didn't apologize he said that he don't want to talk with me
I never meant anything to him ..
and he even said that
let's be strangers again ..
i couldn't do anything at that time he left me one more time ...
he left me crying again ..
he broke me again and still i don't hate him my love for him has been increased after that on 14 sep 2024 i messaged him he told me that after whatever happened between us he broke up with my bestfriend again
I asked him didn't he ever wanted to text me again
he said he wanted to but he thought that I might be busy with my bf
but I never thought of someone after him and before him
well we had a fight again and stopped talking.
I don't know if this story is going to end or not but I just want this to keep going..
and in the end I want to say that
Asher I love you
( ik my love story is a Lil dramatic and cringe but its all true )
- Writer
