BRITTANY'S POV
I felt much better after a few minutes, thanks to Penny and I finished my food.
Afterwards, I took a shower again. I tried to convince myself that scrubbing my skin until it was raw was enough to erase the fact that I just had s*x with Zayne.
It was pointless. I was going to have s*x again with him eventually.
Penny left after I was done showering and I laid in bed, bored out of my mind.
Yeah, I really couldn't continue like this. I was literally going to lose my mind. I couldn't talk to Barbara about it, but maybe now that Zayne was back, I could talk to him.
There had to be something I could do during the day while waiting for my nightshift at the underground club, instead of just waiting around like this doing nothing all day.
There was nothing to distract me from
