Blaze POV after Garcia left, I was no longer the same person that I once knew myself, tears burned my eyes and my heart ached at the slight thought of it, I hated the fact that things ended up so badly and I wished that things would turn out right. I realized that I couldn't live without her in my life, I needed to see her at least, so I'd be able to know what to do, my heart picked its race and I knew for sure that I wouldn't stay another minute without her. I kept hearing the voice calling out to me, making me even more restless, I drew in a deep breath and tears managed to burn my eyes. so I decided to go outside to have some fresh air because many thoughts were bugging me and I hated the feeling. when I sat down, I noticed one of the maids walked in with a plate of worms I had ord

