Josh POV
I was so overwhelmed with different emotions, I tried so hard to ignore the feeling, but I kept thinking of Ramona, my body yearned for hers and my body ached because she was not here with me and I was getting confused and worried at the same time, I don't know what to do but I just want her close to me, then I sat down on the wooden stool, I kept thinking about her and the time we have spent together, I just wished she was beside me, I managed to call her name, but it was followed by nothing but silence, it gave me an eerie feeling, I don't know what to do and how to go about the situation, things were not just working as I wanted them to be, I felt so helpless and for the first time in a long time, I wished that things would just go out as planned so I'll be able to have her be
