Ramona's POV " why don't you just kill me, you know very well, I'm doing everything you asked me to do because of Josh, I have never been so obsessed with anyone the way I was with him, yet you took him away From me, you took him away." just saying it, was getting me emotional, Josh was the only reason I am alive today, without him, I don't think this life would make any meaning again, I hate to admit it, I tried so hard to ignore the feeling, but I couldn't, tears burned my eyes, I found myself feeling so helpless, I couldn't help wonder why things are the way they are, why people ended the way are, I took a deep breath while trying to process the whole ordeal, I found myself wondering why my life ended up being a mess, I hate the way things turned out to be, I hate the way I found mysel

