Vera's POV
after talking to Maxon, I stormed off, leaving all of them behind, my heart was beating so fast and many thoughts overwhelmed me.
I came to the sudden realization that Maxon doesn't care about me and he is still finding difficulties in noticing me, to talk more of loving me, my heart ached so badly at the thought, I hated the way things have turned out for me, I was feeling slightly restless and intimidated and tears burned my eyes, it made me want to cry my heart out, I needed time to adjust and to fully adjust to myself, so I went to one of the men who I know is a nerd and I know he won't take things too personal with me, I just like him to help me satisfy my s****l urge, but no more than that.
tears refilled my heart again and it made me scared, I don't know why I was havi
