Audrey
“Auntie Audrey, can you read me a bedtime story before I go to sleep?” “Of course sweetheart. Why don’t you pick a book while I get in my pjs. I’ll be right back, k?” My heart melts at his big smile and excitement. I get changed and read him his story. As I finish up the book, I glance up and see Brandon watching us intently. I give a sleepy Ethan a kiss on the forehead before I turn on his nightlight and turn off his bedside lamp. “Hey. How was work?” “Good. I got caught up on a lot. How was he?” “He was great, I helped him with his homework. We went for a walk afterwards and he played video games for an hour or so until it was dinner. I know Sebastian set aside a plate for you, did you eat?” “Yeah. I did. Thanks. You know, Ethan has been longing for a maternal figure in his life and I can tell he sees that in you. Not that Taylor was remotely motherly when she was here, but people change. But I just know having you means a whole lot to him.” “I may not have been very close to her, but I still loved her. Despite the fact that she never expressed any love towards me. But I accepted that that was just who she was. Even as a child, she lacked empathy and never found interest in others’ lives. She wasn’t capable of comforting or celebrating others. I figured motherhood would be different for her, but I understand it can also be difficult to adjust. I know I’m just his aunt but I’ll always be there for him whenever he needs me.” Hot tingles run across my skin as he gazes at me intently. We wish each other good night and retire to our rooms. I’m scrolling through my news feed on social media when I get an incoming call, and I decide to pick up this time. “Alex, you need to stop calling. Please. We have nothing to talk about, it’s over already.” “Baby, please just listen to me. I know you’re mad at me and I know I f****d up, but I love you. Please babe, forgive me. I’m begging you, Aud.” I always hated that horrid nickname. “Oh for the love of God. Alex, you don’t love me. And yes, you f****d up but it’s okay, no hard feelings. But I’m not getting back with you. You’ll find the right person one day, but it’s not me.” “No, Audrey please-” but I cut the call before he can finish. I refuse to let that cheating dirtbag waste any more of my time than he already has. I turn out the light and settled under the covers before closing my eyes.