I can"t believe I just let her walk away like that. After years of pining after the woman of my dreams, I froze. Made excuses. Made excuses.Our relationship has shifted over the past several months, and I’ve tried to stay true to what she wanted in the beginning. But now I’m conflicted. Does she actually have feelings for me, or does she just need me to scratch an itch? My desire for Kaitlyn has been something I"ve pushed away for years, shoved to the back of my mind, and kept locked in a box. And now she"s begging me to break our rules. beggingThe first time she brought it up over a month ago, I figured it was just a fluke and she"d never share the same feelings as me. I hadn"t expected her to bring it up again, and I really didn"t anticipate her asking if what was going on between

