Trapped In Time

05

But I wasn't that version of me anymore.

I wasn't the weak me, the vulnerable part of me.

Over the years, I've really changed a lot.

I changed my name, deleted my existence, and even worked on my self confidence, which sincerely, I didn't need.

I never spoke to anyone, I was always on my own.

Searching for answers to my never ending questions.

I had spent most of my life searching for my mom.

I had decided that I was gonna find my mom, dead or alive.

And I wish it was the latter.

I had once stumbled upon a hideout.

Of course, this city was the world's largest crime zone. Of course, I froze time before I walked in.

This same set of people who lived here, were the same set of guys that blew up the villas, now reffered to as the ruins.

I felt bad at first, knowing I could have stopped it, but I got over it, I'm not just that kind of guy. Not a superhero, like Spiderman or something.

Just an ordinary boy, well not exactly normal, slightly above normal, with touches of weird.

Snapping out of my thoughts, I switched on my car's engine, school had closed. How fast time flies.

I parked just across my old house and decided to walk the rest way.

Memories of this place rushed in, I hadn't been here in ages. Of course, after I escaped foster home, I tried coming back, but I found out the government had leased out our apartment out.

I had always thought I was gonna leave the rest of my life here, but I never got what I wanted, thanks to the voices.

"You're welcome"

What the hell, were they been sarcastic right now.

"Alpha, or would I rather call you Sydney. This isn't who you are"

What do you know about who i am, you are just a voice in my head.

"I'm more than a voice, I'm you, I'm a trait of you, I'm good, and above all, not to sound cocky, I'm Hogwart, the first worthy one, the first Alpha and Omega, since then, I've been split in too"

And what does this have to do with me.

"You are me, you are the worthy now, you have the powers of the time stone in you, and above all you have me in you to guide you. The first time we spoke was when you lost your mom, you hated me because you thought I was at fault. Get this straight, it's bound to happen, and if there's anything you can't change, that's it"

Then why me.

" We didn't choose you, the stone did. And the stone doesn't chose a man for his looks, but his heart"

But I am not without fear

" Without fear, there is no courage. Evil exists in the heart of the omega, and your deeds over time has led him right to you"

For once, I was comfortable talking to the voice in my head, but this one was so different, he was still and gentle compared to the rest.

But what link does Space and time have to do with good and evil.

I mean they were two different things entirely, one been science and the other......

"I am the link, with the powers of space and time in me and the two personalities of bad and evil, splitting to the Alpha And Omega"

What did he mean by my deeds led evil right to me.

I stopped arguing with myself as Sydney stepped into the front door.

He's jaw dropped and his gaze fixed to the walls behind me. I looked around.to see the pieces of bloken glass all over the kitchen, and the knife stuck to the wall.

"What the hell did you do, where's my mom"

I didn't know what to do, so I did the first silly thing I could do, time traps. But of course, he was me, he had the same thing I had.

"Where's my mom" he yelled louder.

"Don't you yell at me, I care for her as much as you do"

" I'm gonna call the cops"

" No you won't"

He ran through the door and towards the street, I ran after him to find him frozen in his tracks. He was staring at the motionless bodies and cars on the street.

"What did you do"

"No, it's what did we do. I've told you, i am the only one that can help you"

" I ask you for the last time, where is my mother"

" And I tell you again, she is our mother"

" And you expect me to believe you, I'm the only child of my mom"

" Yes, we are"

"Who are you"

" Now that's a long story, but what I can tell you is that I'm the only one who can help us out"

" I'm gonna call the cops"

" No you won't, you don't even have a phone"

" And what makes you think so"

" Because the first time you got a phone was when you were 15"

" There you go, I'm not even 15 yet, why am I even having a conversation with a total stranger"

" Now I'm on the edge, it's either you step into my car and we go find Mom, or you stay here and keep blabbing s**t"

" I'm not going anywhere with you, I don't even know you"

" I'll introduce myself, I'm Jason, nice to meet you"

" And where's my mother"

" I'm also looking for her too"

" Get away from me"

" You know what, go to hell"

I went back to my car before releasing everyone's timeline.

Taking a deep breath, I switched the car's engine on, I guess I was gonna do this alone.

I laughed at how hillarious it was to tell myself to go to hell.

But something kept ringing in my thoughts, why didn't I tell him who I really was.

I knew meeting him was gonna change a lot, but the only thing I really wanted to change was my life.