Chapter 25 I sat in my room for the rest of the day. Only coming out for dinner. Then I went back. I mainly just thought about what my life would be like if I had a kid. It was really painful to think about. I just don't know how I could handle it. It seemed literally impossible. It also stressed me out a lot. But I had to start convincing myself that I may actually be pregnant. That it's not just a figment of my imagination. I went to sleep at about 8pm and woke up the next day at 8am. Jay was already out of the house by the time I was awake. Thank god. He was probably at work. Or out getting that pregnancy test. I went into the kitchen and found some lucky charms. I poured them into a bowl along with some milk. I ate alone at the counter on a tall chair. There were dishes piled high i

