I back up into the kitchen as James glowers down at me. “Why did
you leave the house, Ember? Did you not read the note I left? Did you not think
that I would be worried about you? What was so important that couldn’t possibly
wait until I got home?” Fear creeps up
my spine as he cornered me into the dining room table. In my heart, I know he
won’t hurt me, but I see the suspicion all over him. His eyes are searching
mine as if he already knows where I was, but wants to hear it contradicted.
I want to tell him the
truth; I need to tell him, but this feels like the worst time. I wanted us to
be able to sit down and calmly discuss this, but that seems unlikely now that I
have made such a mess of everything. James closes his eyes and runs his rough
hands up and down my arms as he starts to speak. “Do you know how worried I was
when I came home, and you were nowhere to be found? Horrible things ran through
my mind. Things you can’t fathom. Ember, I can’t lose you, not the way I lost
them.” I sobbed as he held onto me, his warm tears wetting my skin. I feel his
fear and desperation ring through my body. I knew he had lost his wife and son
in an attack, and I felt incredibly selfish thinking of what he must have
experienced coming home and finding it empty, especially after he had asked me
so pointedly to stay inside.
“I’m so sorry, James,” I tell
him as I take his face in my hands, kissing him softly, doing what I can to reassure
him that I’m here and safe. “It’s going to be okay. I’m here with you now.” I
tell him between kisses. “I’m safe. I should have stayed inside. I’m so, so
sorry.” He visibly stiffened, and his wounded eyes moved from my own down to my
neck, the tender place that I know Lucas has marked. He quickly pulls out of
our embrace as if I had lit him on fire, and his eyes shift from brilliant onyx
to red and back again. His fist clenches at his sides as he closes his eyes
tight, trying to regain control. His breathing is erratic, and dark hairs sprout
along his skin.
I fear he has discovered what I hoped to keep from him until we could
discuss it properly. My pounding heart matches his ragged breaths. I want to
blurt out the truth so I don’t seem as deceitful as I feel, but no words exit
my trembling lips. I know this isn’t the right time to tell him, not with him
being so raw. Not with his tears on my skin; I don’t know if I can devastate
him further with my betrayal. The last thing I ever want is to hurt him. James,
in one swift move, pushes me flat onto the table, his hands greedily taking in
my body. His mouth was on me, searing as if he wanted to suck the very air from
my lungs. It’s overwhelming, terrifying, and all-consuming the way he devours
me, and I need more. I moan into his mouth as he starts pushing the dress up my
legs, his steel member pressing into me through his slacks. I feel on the edge
of combustion when the sharp sound of the bell ringing out douses our flame.
He pulls me up from the
table so quickly that I feel dizzy. James grabs my hand and drags me from the
house, not bothering to close the door behind us. I hear the synchronized howls
ring out from the forest, and fear grabs ahold of me. If James’s strong hands hadn’t
been pulling me along, I don’t think my legs would have moved on their own. Something
serious is going on, and I fear for our little community. Before I even realize
what’s happening, I am scooped up and being carried; I can feel James' racing
heart under my palm, and that only intensifies my anxiety. If this giant of a
man is afraid, then whatever that bell means is devastating.
We continue our run towards
the shelter, yelling for the women to hurry to safety. I’m pleased to see so
many men helping the women get to the bunker. If I didn’t feel it before, I
definitely feel it now; we are treasured here and carry so much value to our
men. It fills my heart with pride to see everyone work together so well, even
if the circumstances are discomforting. We arrive at the bunker door quickly,
and James kisses me possessively, announcing, “Ember, you are in charge of the
bunker. Do not leave or open the hatch for anyone. When things are clear,
Lucas, Titus, and I are the only ones with keys; one of us will come for you.
You are the most important person here; you are this pack's heart. Watch over
our women, and please promise me that this time you will listen and that you
will care for our people in my absence.” “I promise, James. Please be safe; I
fear for you just as you fear for me. Come back for me.” “I will, Ember,
always.” I kiss him quickly and do as he says.
We have ten male warriors
who will stay with us and offer extra protection if needed. Seeing their stoic
faces helps ease some of the fear that has grabbed ahold of me. I take a deep
breath and try to calm my nerves; James needs me to help the women and keep
them safe. I can do this. I say to myself and take my first steps down. The
doors are sealed after I descend the stairs, with two of the guards staying
beside the now-locked hatch and two more standing guard at the sizeable second
door. This one opens up to the main living area where the women are waiting
with fear etched on their faces. I take note of the women cowering in the
spacious area designated to keep us from harm, and I know this is the time for
me to step up and let them know we are safe. If I want to be their leader, I
need to act like one. “Women, let’s sit quietly and calm ourselves; I want to ensure
everyone is accounted for. Then, we will settle in and get comfortable. No one
is to leave until one of the men returns for us. Know that you will be safe
here. Our warriors are up there protecting us from any threat, so in return, we
must be brave and wise for them.” The men assigned to the bunker looked at her
and nodded in respect. Ember began taking note of the women present and tried
her best to comfort them, only to realize quickly that someone was not
accounted for. Someone important to her. “Where is Ava?!”
Ava:
I hear the bell ring out and know I need to head to the safety
shelter quickly. That was one of the first things taught to us: when the bell
rings, it means danger. Lucas isn’t home; I know he is on patrol today and
probably won’t return until late. Honestly, I was glad until now that he’s been
gone. My heart is still too hurt to face him. I see women running from the
window and men helping them. I finish tying my shoes and exit my front door. I
feel a little muddled amongst the chaos. The fastest way to the bunker is to
cut through the wooded area behind the house and straight through the crop
fields. I scream when I feel a large hand clamp down on my wrist. I feel only
slightly relieved when I notice Ian’s hand holding onto me.
I know he wasn’t allowed to
participate in the games and was almost killed for a crime he committed. l
don’t know much about him, but something makes me uneasy when he is near. I
feel terrible thinking badly of him when he is here to help me. I saw many
other men assisting the women to safety, and I know how precious we are to
them. Although Lucas doesn’t love me, I feel important to the people here. I
should be happy for the help. “Ian, you startled me,” I tell him as he
continues to lead me through the woods. “Ava, you’re Lucas’s mate, right? Why
isn’t he here to help you to the bunker? You must get there quickly; hunters
have breached our borders again. I know he wouldn’t want you getting hurt.” “Lucas
is on patrol today, so he must be out there already. Thank you for helping me.”
Ian turned to me, smiling dubiously. My blood froze as he spoke to me, “I never
do anything without gain to myself.” I then realized the danger was not the
hunters closing in on us but the monster in front of me. The monster that is
supposed to keep me safe.