Breaking Barriers

John’s Birthday

We are both panting after our torid kiss. I must admit that John is really a good kisser while me on the other hand don’t even know. I just carried away by John. His kisses always makes me out of my senses that even came to a point that we almost do what couples did in the bedroom. Good thing I still manage to go back to my senses and remember that I still cannot do it. For God’s sake I cannot get pregnant early I still have a family that needs my help and I did not accomplish anything in life yet. After we break the kiss I saw John huge bulge and it makes me feel awkward so he hug me tight. “Babe I don’t know how long I can still control myself. You know that I respect you that much even if I wanted own you but I won’t do it until you permit me to do it. I really wanted to get what’s mine in that way I already have an assurance that you are all mine. You don’t have to worry because after I graduated I will look for a job and marry you right away. Can you please fully submit yourself to me? I wanted you to give this to me on my birthday.” John said. I got nervous when I heard that words from John. Babe I know you really wanted to have it. I am all yours Babe but please not now. You know that we live differently I cannot marry yet because my family needs me. I need to help my parents first before I get marry. “I hope you can give it to me because I cannot promise how long I still can control myself. In 2 days it is already my birthday and I will take you home and introduce you to my family.” John said. Babe do I really need to go to your home on your birthday? I am scared to face your family. What if they won’t approve me? “You don’t have to worry about it I am the one who will marry you and not them.” John said. I sighed and nodded as a sign that I agree. “You don’t have to impress my family you don’t have to wear fancy just be yourself.” Alright Babe. John’s Birthday will be on Monday so I still have time to prepare. I really got nervous and wish that time will stop but I can do it for John. We noticed that it is almost 10. John take me to the area where we can both get a ride. After that we get a ride to go home separately. I really hate the moment when we already need to go home. I am asking myself if the right time will come for the both of us to go home in the same home. I really want to be with John all the time. What John told me earlier bothers me more. I am really not ready to give up myself to him because we do it I know that we keep on doing it and I don’t want to get pregnant until I already have an accomplishment in life. What should I do?

Time flies so fast and it is already Monday. It is 12am I really put my alarm at 12 so that I will be the first person to greet John. I call him right away so after a few rings John answered the call. “Babe?” John said. Happy Birthday Babe. I love you so much! “Thank you Babe. I love you! John answered. That bed voice of John makes me feel different. Seems like I am getting crazy I imagined things which supposed not to think. Babe I just called to greet you. You may continue to sleep now. “Okay Babe see you later. I hope you can give me the greatest birthday gift I ask from you.” John said. Oh no! He won’t forgot Ahmm Babe I will hang up now. See you later. I hang up right away because I really got nervous of what John said. That man is crazy.

It is already morning and I still feel sleepy. I went back to sleep at 3am because I keep on thinking of what John asked me until I decided that I will give it to him however in one condition we need to use contraceptives so that I won’t get pregnant. But I am still nervous because I heard that it really hurts. I get up prepare a breakfast for my siblings and for Papa. When Papa and my siblings left I heard a knock on our door. Mama is still sleeping in their room maybe she don’t want to go out today. When I open the door it is Jam. “Hey cousin do you have anything to wear today for John’s birthday celebration? I ask Jam to lower down his voice because Mama is in her room. I told her that I will only wear a simple dress because John don’t want me to wear fancy clothes. I ask Jam to get in but she refuse because she needs to go she just pass by and check if I already have something to wear. It is already 4pm and we need to be there by 6pm. I already told Papa that I will attend a friends birthday. So I cook dinner early so when my siblings arrive they will take care of love and just wait Papa to arrive so that they can eat dinner. I tie my long hair and wear a simple dress. I put on light make up. Enough for me to look formal. It is already 5:30 so I bid goodbye to my siblings. Dianne and Jam is already waited for me outside. They look great on their outfit. “Wow you look so great! John will deeply fall for you.” Dianne said. Enough of that Dianne you keeps on teasing me. Lol! We all laughing. “So ladies we need to go now!”

We get a ride now going to John’s home. Jam said that we almost arrive. When we arrive we saw Clark, Marco and Justine. Wow these boys are truly handsome on their formal wear. We get off from tricycle now so Marco and Clark hug Dianne and Jam. Since Jenny is not here so Justine will be my temporary escort so that I won’t feel awkward. “Are you ready Lyn?” Justine said. Yes I am. I answered. My body is now shaking but I need to calm down. We enter in a huge gate so when we get inside we saw a big and elegant house. Wow it is breathtaking! Now I know why Justine ask if I am ready. There’s a buffet set up on the garden, we are walking now to the event area. Some people are staring on us. John have a lot of visitors today. Anyway these people don’t know me so I should be good. They may thought that Justine is my boyfriend because we walk by pair. I saw John and he is so handsome he is wearing a formal attire today. When he saw us he stand and take us to our table. I really felt so awkward because visitor’s attention was on us when we arrive. How can they resist the charm of these 3 boys. We all now seated and John currently sit beside me. “Babe where’s my kiss? If you forgot today is my birthday and you don’t even greet me.” John said. This man really talk loudly. I look at him and ask to lower down his voice. Happy Birthday Babe! My friends are laughing now because I really look nervous. John whisper in my ear “Babe can I get my birthday gift tonight?” I am blushing in shyness so I look away this man is really crazy. I wanted to sit beside Justine now because sitting beside John makes me feel uncomfortable. I know any of this moment he will going to introduce me to his family. After we eat dinner John serve us wine. I just drink one glass of wine so that I can calm down. We are now enjoyed talking when an old lady approach us and called John. We all looking to her. John stands and go near to that lady. I can tell that she is a tough person. Justine whisper and said “That lady is John’s grandma. You should be careful because she is known for being tough. But if you are nice she is also nice to you.” This man really makes me nervous. After a few minutes John return to his seats. He approach me and said. “Babe are you ready? I need to introduce you to my family now.” John said. I breath hard and nod. “Alright let’s go! He motioned me to stand and excuse my friends. We get inside their house even if I am amazed on how elegant it is but my heart is palpitating now. John is holding my hand and told me to relax. When we already reach to their living room I saw the old lady earlier and a man in his middle age that I can see that John’s father. I can tell that it is John’s father because they have similarity. John introduce me to them now. “Papa and Grandma this is Lyn my girlfriend for a year now.” He said. Good evening Ma’am and Sir. “Hi Lyn you both sit down.” his dad said. So we both sit down. “Since you two already in a relationship I want you to be both responsible for your actions. I am glad to meet you today. By the way don’t call me Sir it’s to formal. You can call me Uncle. He continue. Thank you so much Uncle. “Lyn are you currently studying and what your parents do for living?” Grandma ask. I need to tell her honestly. “Ma’am at the moment I am not studying because my parents cannot afford to send me to College and my Papa is working in a construction while my Mom is a housewife. We live a simple life. I told her. “Oh I see.” She responded. She ask multiple questions and I answered her. After a few minutes John excuse us and told that he will show me his room. We went upstairs and enter one of the rooms which I believe it is John’s room. I feel nervous at the moment because it seems like he wanted to claim his birthday gift. After that John locked the door I pretend that I don’t care. I roam my eyes around his room and I can see it is well organized. John hug me at the back and started kissing my hair. He is l*****g the back of my ear and move his tongue at the back of my neck which makes me feel electrifying. I asked John to stop because I don’t want him to do it now. I am scared that her Grandma will feel that I am an easy woman with no dignity. “Don’t worry Babe I don’t want to do it this time. I still have visitors outside. I just wanted to tour you around the house and especially my room or our future room.” John said. Babe please we go out now and go back to the garden. John agreed so we go out in his room and go back to the garden. I feel relieved after John introduce me to his family. His getting clingy now and shows affection even if he still have visitors. I prefer to ignore his actions ang just enjoy the night. We are drinking wine now and after drinking 4 glasses I am getting dizzy now. The party is over since it is already 9pm. He lives in a high end subdivision so we have limited time. My friends bid goodbye now since the party is over. John told Jam that he will take me home using his car. So Jam and Dianne left me. Only John and me left in the garden. We are currently talking now but I keep on checking my watch. Babe I need to be home by 10. “Babe you forgot that today is my birthday so you will stay the whole night with me.” John said which makes me feel nervous again. Babe let me call Papa so that he won’t be worry. I said so he nodded. I call Papa and he answer right away. I told Papa that I may be home late but I will go home with Jam and Dianne because our friend will drive us home. Papa agreed and give me only until 12. Seems like everybody at home is sleeping and only John and me are awake. John ask me to go with him in his room. I know that this will happen tonight but I already decided to give it to John. So we get in the house and go upstairs and enter John’s room. After we entered his room he locked it right away. I know that this is it so I need to be ready.