I am staying at John’s home for almost two months and mostly me and Grandma’s encounter at home when John’s Dad and John is not around is terrible. She keeps on throwing me words that hard to swallow but I just ignored it because I know she is already old and time will come that she will accept me. Almost everyday I am crying but John did not know it. Everyday John give me a portion of his allowance so that I can save it. He said that he knows that I also wanted to buy something for myself but I save those money. My tummy grows bigger now that people can really tell that I am pregnant. John also have School today so only Grandma and the two house help at home. The helper told me to go down to eat lunch I ask her if Grandma is also eating and she nodded. I told her that I am not hungry yet

