I am so happy that I was able to ride a taxi now. I can now release my tears because it is so hard to hold it. While I am crying I heard the next song played in the taxi is Rainbow which is our favorite song before. Take a little time baby see the butterflies colors listen to the bird that was sing for me and you…can you feel me. This is such a wonderful place to be. Even if there is pain now everything will be alright for as long as there will be night and day. Can you hear me. There’s a rainbow always after the rain” I just hope that there’s really a rainbow after this. I wanted my old John back but that’s impossible. The driver cannot resist but to ask me if I am okay. I told him that I am fine I just need to cry due to some situation and thank him for his concern in me. We are now arri

