I didn't know how long I had run.
Seconds?
Minutes?
Or even where I was running to, all I knew was that I had just run.
Well, the running had to end, and it ended at the back of our house. My legs felt weak, like they didn't belong to my body anymore. I dropped to my knees so hard that I felt pain, but at that moment, nothing could compare to the ache inside my chest.
I couldn't breathe right. My hands were shaking. My whole body felt like one big mistake.
And then came the tears. I couldn't stop it.
Everything crashed over my face at once. Mason's kissing, me kissing him back, whispering Ethan's name, which was my own stupid mistake.
God, I hated myself immediately.
Why did I do that?
What was wrong with me?
Why do I always ruin everything?
I ruined Mom's life, and now I'm ru
