Lost soul

Is this a joke

..Four months later..

It’s been four months since we moved to Malibu. Well since I moved to Malibu. Mic grew up here. He seems to always be busy these days. I hardly ever see him besides at the office. Which by the way I hate! I swear I was not built to be in an office. I wanted to do something with my degree.Oceanography is the interdisciplinary study of the global oceans—from shallow coastal areas to the deepest ocean trenches, from the tropics to the polar seas. This is what I want that is my dream. I didn’t think working at his office as his assistant would be such a bore and tiring. I don’t want to complain to him about it though because I am grateful for this job he has offered me. But I’m just not happy doing this. I need to talk to him. I think tonight over dinner would be best.

For now I’m just sitting at my desk doodling and waiting the next phone call or client or anything. When I see Samantha Smith walking this way. She’s a tall beauty. With shoulder length blond hair and brown eyes perfect slim body. She looks like a Victoria secret model. But she has a nasty personality. She for some unknown reason hates me. And it doesn’t help that she is consistently being flirtatious to Mic right in front of me. Mic always looks void of any emotion when this happens acts like he has no clue what so ever.

I don’t like her. She’s a big bully.

Is Mic in his office? I was pulled out of my rant on her when she spoke to me. God even her voice annoys me.

Yes Samantha he is in the middle of an important conference call. You can leave a message. I say to her as nicely as I can. Maybe a little too nicely

Hmm. Well I’ll catch him later then. She gave me a wink. She winked? What the hell does that even mean?

She’s been acting strangely towards me too lately. Not being a complete b*tch like she normally is.

I just shrug and continue on the rest of my day. Mic has had non stop meetings all day. And now it is 5:30 time for me to clock out and head home.

I knock on his office door until he says come in. I enter and smile up at him. He looks so tired.

Babe will you be long? I’d like to make you something special for dinner tonight and talk to you.? I ask him he smiles at me which makes my heart melt.

Ooh. What will you be making me my wife to be?? He says with a smile on his face

Well it’s something my mother used to make a lot when I was younger. But I can’t tell you it’s a secret your just going to have to find out your self. I tease him.

I will be maybe another two hours max. I have one last call to make and then I’ll be home. You head on without me and I’ll see you there. He stands and walks over to me and gives me a soft kiss on the lips.

God I miss his mouth. Before he can pull away I fist his shirt and pull him closer depending the kiss. It got a little heated. Finally pulling apart I whispered to him that I missed him. Hugging me right to him he says I love you I’ll see you at home baby.

I turn and start walking to the door but before I leave I look at him and say I love you too and walk out.

We haven’t kissed like that in a minute. It was nice to feel his lips on mine once again. We’ve been so busy we have no time for each other. I walk to the elevator and get in it. Going down to the parking garage. Thinking to myself of the food I’m going to make tonight. The door opens. Stepping out and heading to my car I start looking for my keys and realize I left them on my desk with my phone. How could I forget them.? Sh*t! I whisper to no one in particular. I rush back to the elevator and to the top floor. Yeah we are in a 10 story building on the 10th floor. It’s not that big but it’s big enough. Rushing back to my desk. I see my keys right were I left them.

Right as I snatched them up I hear something. It kind of sounded like a moan.

Mmm. Yes! Now it’s like full on screaming. Oh my gosh. I’m not a prude but seriously. When I turn around to start walking I stop dead in my tracks from the next voice I hear.

“Oh yeah baby you like that?”

Oh hell no. I turn to Mic’s door. As I step closer the noisy moans got even louder. The door was somewhat ajar so I peaked in first. Just to confirm my suspicions. And yeah it was exactly what I thought. Actually all thought out the door. I slammed the door open so freaking hard they literally jumped away from each other almost butt naked. Samantha was on top of his desk and yeah he was balls deep until I ruin their little play time.

Bam! Are you freaking kidding me!? You sack of sh*t! This !! I gesture to them. While they stair sho led at me

Oh my F**CKING GOD!

Babe I can explain. Is he really hahahahaha

Hahahaha explain? What’s to explain Mic? That your screwing Samantha who by the way hates me your supposed future wife right? I ask sarcastically

I’m so mad that I can’t even cry right now. I’m just straight livid at this very moment.

Samantha had the audacity to smirk at me when I glanced at her. That’s when I lost it. I flung myself forward and dragged her off of his desk straight to the floor right were she belongs.

I was lucky to get a punch in when Mic grabbed me and pulled me away. I turned to him and slapped him right across his face. It only made him angry.

Let me go Mic!

No! Shut the f*ck up and listen Rylee.

What did he? Before I could think more he shoved me into his chair. And had a hand on both sides of my head. Looking me dead in the eyes.

Now we are going to go home and talk about this. And we are not going to hit anyone any more and I think Samantha deserves an apology from you.

Is he serious right now

Uhm no. We can go and talk about this but I’m not apologizing to anyone.

Fine. Then let’s go. He all but growled at me

I stand up and see Samantha has a bloody nose. I smirk at her

You have a little something on your face. I say to her and point at my nose. Her face was absolutely priceless.

On our way home it was dead silence. Which I was great full for because it gave me time to think of what the hell just happened. Pulling up to the house I didn’t wait for him I hopped out of the car and went straight inside. He followed close behind.

Rylee let’s talk now. He all but demand

Oh ok let’s talk Mic.

How long has this been going on?

He didn’t answer but gave me a blank look

So I asked again

How long mic?

6 months. He replies still with the blank face

What the hell.

Wow so when you came and bought this house? Two months before you proposed to me? We’ve been together for 5 years Mic does that mean nothing to you?

Hahaha oh Ryle. His whole demeanor changed

Samantha isn’t the only one and I don’t plan on stopping just because I’m going to be marrying you. I love you but these women are just objects wh*rse that satisfy my s****l fantasies. This will continue and we will marry still and you will get over it.

Again what the hell. I must of had a confused look on my face because his next statement was the cherry on the top.

Besides Samantha and I have been friends with benefits for years. I’m not going to change that because it makes you uncomfortable. Your hear with me baby but you don’t satisfy my s****l desires.

I lost it I slapped him once again and stormed up to our room. Grabbing my bags I started to throw all of my things into it.

I’m leaving..