Chapter 20 Seven o'clock in the morning, my screams wake me. I see Leland shooting both our boys dead while Meshango holds Digger in her arms, squeezing the life from him. I'm tied to the chair opposite Bronson and Declan. I can't twist free. Blood sprays in my eyes. Fully awake now, I sob and rub my eyes. A moment passes before I can see clearly. It's another moment before I catch my breath. Afraid to succumb once again to sleep, and to the chance of returning to this horrible nightmare, I wipe my face with my hands. I roll over on my back and try to focus on happy thoughts. All I can think of is Declan and how badly I failed him. The first time Leland broke his spirit Declan was three. A heat wave had swept through the Interior and left forest fires roaring. I was pregnant with ankles

