Shouka's p.o.v. I stared at the ceiling, a gigantic chandelier was hanging just above my bed, the first ray of sunshine hitting it's transparent glass and making it look all golden...the exact shade of my open hair. I used to love this color. I used to get calm while watching this chandelier...the only gift from my mother. Actually not a gift, I kind of stole it from her old room some years ago. Anyway, even this calmest thing I know is not soothing my senses anymore. After what I did earlier in the backyard, I don't think anything is ever gonna soothe me. Ugh. I put a pillow over my face and hush my annoyed scream. I kissed Felix. Felix! And technically he was the one who kissed me. But again...it was only a peck. Maybe he was only pranking...or maybe he was really sleepwalk

