Confused...

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Sam’s POV You took her to our spot? Lily demanded No, it is not our spot Lily, it is my spot and I only took you once or twice maybe, stop fussing. I retorted back. I expected you to take her to a different place. I love that slope. Lily said sadly. And I love you. I softened my voice this time. So tell me, what happened on this little date of yours? Lily asked. Nothing much. We ate crackers and we drunk wine, talked a bit and came back. I narrated omitting the fact that we have kissed. And? And what”? What happened next? No kissing or holding hands? She demanded. Nope. I lied, popping the p. I love my cousin, she was basically my sister as we grew up together. How we ended up in this situationship is a long story... Flash back******* 2 and a half years ago, Lily, what are you doing in my room dressed like that? I asked shocked to see how my cousin dressed in a skimpy outfit. Don't act like you don't notice me, I see it in your eyes. She answered seductively. See what"? That you want me as much as I want you. Lily stop, you are my sister". No I am not, and I need you right now. And truth to be told Sam, I want you, I have wanted you since I was 18 years old, I can’t take it anymore, I want you to take me now. Lily confessed with eyes full of l**t biting her lower lips. I can't Lily.. this is just so wrong. How wrong”? You are my little sister”! No I am not, I am a grown up woman and I have needs and please stop shouting already. *** Ever since I came back from the police academy training 3 months ago, I have noticed that my cousin has really grown up, I have been thinking of her in different ways, I jerked off in the shower thinking about her. It was horrible but I can't stop it. Now she is here in my room confessing her feelings to me and I have no idea what to or maybe I do but this came as a shock. A cold hand woke me up from my thoughts as Lily touched my chest, rubbing it and giving me a hard on already. My mind get the best out of me when she kissed me, I responded hungrily and I can sense a smile of triumph on her lips. I know what we were doing is wrong on so many levels but I let l**t get the best of me. We have done it three times already but Lily was willing to go again, she is wild. Suddenly there was a knock on my door that alarmed the both of us. Sam, I know you are grown up man but can you keep it down? I am trying to sleep here. My uncle shouted whispered. I panicked ,jumped out of bed, I put my sweater pants on and went to the door, I opened it and closed it behind my back. I don't want my uncle to see who is inside there, I am a dead man if he found out. Uncle, what are you doing here? I asked with a hushed panic voice. I was trying to sleep but you were being too loud man,He said with a mischievous smile. My uncle and I are very close, we about things, man related or so. But you don't even sleep on this floor" Okay fine you caught me. I am going at Lily's room. The panic came back again and I feel my forehead starting to sweat. Are you okay Sam? My uncle asked Yes yes, but I.. I... Li...Lily.... she is not there. I stammered What? Where is she? This time of night? My uncle asked getting angry. There is this Club IQ that just opened up a few nights ago,she went there with her friends, I was supposed to cover for her, I am sorry uncle. I know she is safe or else I won't have let her go , I lied. Okay. We will continue this tomorrow, my uncle said walking away. I released a breath I didn't know I was holding and rushed back in the room. Quite a save there cousin. Lily's said happily. That was so close. Now what Lily"? We are going to be careful. Do tell me if you didn't enjoy that as I did and I will stop. She said with a serious face. Well... I....I..I stammered again unable to build a full sentence. Live it to me , she said walking away from my room swaying her hips for me to watch. End of flash back****** We have been sleeping together for almost two years, I have fallen for her and I haven't dated any girl ever since. I have been in love with my cousin for the past two years or so I thought until she introduced me to her beautiful roommate. I can recall her big beautiful eyes, how they seems curious and innocent, her laughter ,the twinkle in her eyes when she laughs drives me crazy, the little gap in her teeth, I can still feel the warmth of her hand in mine when I helped her down the slope, her sweet and soft lips when I kissed her. I really like this girl. I know Lily introduced her to date me as a cover for our affair since my uncle has been nagging me to introduce my girlfriend to him but I didn't know she will be this beautiful, kind and easy to talk to. Our conversations flows natural, I feel at peace and relaxed when I am talking to her. She listens to me. She gives her opinions and she is not scared to defend her opinion. What are you thinking so dreamily? Lily jolted me out of my thoughts. I am just thinking of how luck I am to have you as my cousin and lover. I lied. Why am I lying? Where is this confusion coming from? Really? She clapped happily, you are really lucky I guess. I am smart, beautiful, hot and the list goes on. Lily said praising herself. Lily moved in trying to kiss me but I got up fast and moved to the closet. What is going on? You are not in the mood? She asked with raised eyebrows . No" No? I meant.. I am but I just remembered I was supposed to be at the station now? Someone escaped from custody and they need help with CCTV. I lied again for the second time, what is wrong with me? Now? She asked doubtful. Yes babe girl, I coax. Okay? Can I go with you? No! I quickly refused , what I meant is that, it might take forever and you don't want to loose your beauty sleep. Ok fine". I will drop you. You bette”. I dropped Lily at the campus, I said good night to her with a small peck on her lips. Suddenly her lips that I got used to feels cold. I left and went straight to my apartment to sleep peacefully and think about June. Speaking of June ,let me see what she is upto. "Hey beautiful, did you make it safe to the room"Smile face. Yes I did" Great, what are you upto"? Nothing, just watching the Vampire Dairies, I am in love with Damon Salvatore, The man is so hot and such a bad boy. She replied. You are into bad boy"? Who isn't? Wink face Anyway enough with my love rival, he is a jerk, doesn't listen or understand that his love interest is already with his brother. I fired suddenly feeling irritated. Wait, did you just call him your love rival? Yes " Why?" Because you are in love with him and I like you. I confessed. Really? Yes June, I had a wonderful time with you today. I did too. Can we do it again? Sure ". Okay I will pick you up tomorrow at 12pm. No, not tomorrow, our choir is singing tomorrow at St Michael, I can't miss, there is only the two of us that can sing alto. Are you like a church girl or something"? Asked . Yes. I go to church Wednesdays, Fridays and Sundays and sometimes Saturdays". Replied June. Are you serious? I asked shocked. Nah, just messing with you, laughing emoji. You almost got me. Heaving a sigh of relief. Haha" Ok, Monday is it then . Cool. Good night June, don't dream about me. Good night Sam, don't dream about me too. I was in for a long night but since I put my head on the pillow my mind was flooded with June's dreams....
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